So...
.:'^':.
I heartily discussed some issues with John last night, things that were really getting to me. I feel better about things now, but I really had to say some of them. I'm so worried about this program, all the bull shit -- yes, even more today. John is my hero and is what keeps me going, but I'm just tired of being away from him. I know that I can do anything with him by my side. I just wish I was by his side in more than just spirit. In due time though, I need to be near him. Damn, I'm being dumb. You'd understand if you felt the way I did.
I went to sick call today and got a profile for my leg. Now they can't make me run in pain anymore. I'll be able to strengthen back up in the pool like I wanted to. Of course I have to do that on my own time, but its better than nothing. I enjoy swimming and I feel like I've gotten a better and more productive workout by swimming laps for an hour or so, versus running for an hour at their own pace. We do formation runs at a very slow pace but we run for a long time... which in turn kills my legs. That could also be why I saw 8 people from my class at sick call this morning. 5 of which came back with a profile of some sort. I don't blame them either, we are all hurting pretty badly.
I was thrown into my white nurses uniform today [the old school style nurses outfit]. I'm not too thrilled about it... For one, I am clumsy and it is beyond me how I will get the uniform to stay white. For two, I'm not too keen on wearing the nurses dress. Bleh. John, I'm sure, would love to see me in it. Maybe if he is lucky :)
My Great Aunt and Uncle are coming through town today and tomorrow and I'm going to be able to see them. They came up to see a family friend so I'll be able to see them too. I'm really looking forward to seeing them. They are getting up there in age so I don't really think that I'll have many chances to see them. I cherish my time with them.
I'm planning John's and my wedding ceremony for next summer, hopefully the first couple of weeks in July of 06. It is a long shot with both of us tied down to our jobs, him possible being sent on another deployment, and me finishing up nursing school. But I can always hope right? If it doesn't work out next year, for sure sometime in 07. I'm being patient I guess. I'll I'm really looking forward is being by his side. I'm tired of being away from him.
Time to get to lunch. I'm getting hungry. Bleh.
.:'^':.
-- Lynn
I heartily discussed some issues with John last night, things that were really getting to me. I feel better about things now, but I really had to say some of them. I'm so worried about this program, all the bull shit -- yes, even more today. John is my hero and is what keeps me going, but I'm just tired of being away from him. I know that I can do anything with him by my side. I just wish I was by his side in more than just spirit. In due time though, I need to be near him. Damn, I'm being dumb. You'd understand if you felt the way I did.
I went to sick call today and got a profile for my leg. Now they can't make me run in pain anymore. I'll be able to strengthen back up in the pool like I wanted to. Of course I have to do that on my own time, but its better than nothing. I enjoy swimming and I feel like I've gotten a better and more productive workout by swimming laps for an hour or so, versus running for an hour at their own pace. We do formation runs at a very slow pace but we run for a long time... which in turn kills my legs. That could also be why I saw 8 people from my class at sick call this morning. 5 of which came back with a profile of some sort. I don't blame them either, we are all hurting pretty badly.
I was thrown into my white nurses uniform today [the old school style nurses outfit]. I'm not too thrilled about it... For one, I am clumsy and it is beyond me how I will get the uniform to stay white. For two, I'm not too keen on wearing the nurses dress. Bleh. John, I'm sure, would love to see me in it. Maybe if he is lucky :)
My Great Aunt and Uncle are coming through town today and tomorrow and I'm going to be able to see them. They came up to see a family friend so I'll be able to see them too. I'm really looking forward to seeing them. They are getting up there in age so I don't really think that I'll have many chances to see them. I cherish my time with them.
I'm planning John's and my wedding ceremony for next summer, hopefully the first couple of weeks in July of 06. It is a long shot with both of us tied down to our jobs, him possible being sent on another deployment, and me finishing up nursing school. But I can always hope right? If it doesn't work out next year, for sure sometime in 07. I'm being patient I guess. I'll I'm really looking forward is being by his side. I'm tired of being away from him.
Time to get to lunch. I'm getting hungry. Bleh.
.:'^':.
-- Lynn