shes holding my hand
my computer at hme is broken....
so i dont know the next time i'll beable to get on these...
schools almost done..
i have an "f"
shit... i know what to expect from my mom... and i dont even that is worse than how i feel...
i hate this self dissapoiintment thing.. its almost as bad as heartbreak
heartbreak..... reminds me of sarah
school is over.. i hope that doent mean thats all thats left for sarah and i... i supose it really is her choice...
and as of now... i dont think she'll choose me.. do you know what i mean???? blah i dont know what i mean...
all i know is that this hurts.. and running round in cirlces like this is driving me mad.....
but.. a part of me finds its so so worth it
i miss her and shes not even gone.. her presance fills me completley an her touch makes me cry.. yet i reach out for more...
mel dear?? how are you??? i'll call you tonight!!
so i dont know the next time i'll beable to get on these...
schools almost done..
i have an "f"
shit... i know what to expect from my mom... and i dont even that is worse than how i feel...
i hate this self dissapoiintment thing.. its almost as bad as heartbreak
heartbreak..... reminds me of sarah
school is over.. i hope that doent mean thats all thats left for sarah and i... i supose it really is her choice...
and as of now... i dont think she'll choose me.. do you know what i mean???? blah i dont know what i mean...
all i know is that this hurts.. and running round in cirlces like this is driving me mad.....
but.. a part of me finds its so so worth it
i miss her and shes not even gone.. her presance fills me completley an her touch makes me cry.. yet i reach out for more...
mel dear?? how are you??? i'll call you tonight!!