Well this is just wonderful
Well I don't know what to do to be completely honest.
We talked. It didn't really go that well. I didn't get very many answers. I still really am not entirely sure of what is going on.
I haven't felt like that for a long time. And I hate feeling like that because I feel helpless and pathetic.
So I guess there are some things that I need to stop doing and work on. But whether or not that will be able to help anything I have no idea.
I hate not knowing or fully understanding why.
I hate not knowing how he feels.
I hate having it feel like he doesn't care at all about whether or not this works or about what happens.
I'm not needy. I don't ask to talk all the time about little things that are bothering me. I don't blame him for everything. I don't pick fights. I don't bring up the things that happened in the past. I don't harp on him to do things. I don't nag. And the times that I annoy him, its because I actually care enough to ask if something is wrong or bothering him, and because I just want him to be happy and I love him. I do it because I love him. I don't understand it.
What do I have to do?
We talked. It didn't really go that well. I didn't get very many answers. I still really am not entirely sure of what is going on.
I haven't felt like that for a long time. And I hate feeling like that because I feel helpless and pathetic.
So I guess there are some things that I need to stop doing and work on. But whether or not that will be able to help anything I have no idea.
I hate not knowing or fully understanding why.
I hate not knowing how he feels.
I hate having it feel like he doesn't care at all about whether or not this works or about what happens.
I'm not needy. I don't ask to talk all the time about little things that are bothering me. I don't blame him for everything. I don't pick fights. I don't bring up the things that happened in the past. I don't harp on him to do things. I don't nag. And the times that I annoy him, its because I actually care enough to ask if something is wrong or bothering him, and because I just want him to be happy and I love him. I do it because I love him. I don't understand it.
What do I have to do?