Oct 17, 2010 13:04
I graduate in 2 months, which is the most exciting thing to happen to me in a while now. School is so hard. I barely sleep during the week anymore, and then when the weekend comes I can't get anything done because I am so exhausted. I'm super far behind in my Portfolio class -- only the most important class in the graphic design program. I have very little motivation and all I can think about is how I wish it was over. I love what I do, but I just don't feel like a real person anymore. I'm just an unpleasant version of myself right now. I can't wait to feel free.
I don't mean to be a crybaby, but I feel so empty during the semester. The parts of me that I like disappear. Everyone's worried about finding a job after they graduate, but all I'm worried about is making it to December.