Mar 13, 2005 10:05
Wow this is another weekend spent with Will.. Friday was great, went to his house, hung out there, was awesome, but when isnt hangin out with him awesome? saturday, was great too, it was a month for me nd will, so we went out to eat.. then went back to his house nd hung out.. nd once again it was awesome.. nd today, im takin him to church with me, lol hes in for it though, hes gonna be like woahh this is different, lol then well come back here nd chill nd then we're bringing him home.. this has been one amazing weekend <3
Well i havent really updated lately, just never really felt like it, lost my puppy, my poor liddl maddie, i took her outside, to go tinkles, and then it was all icy on the steps nd she pulled nd i was bout to slip so i let go of maddie's leash... nd she took off.. i try gettin her but i couldn't.. still don't have her back, but i dont see why someone in the fuckin right mind would keep a dog that had a leash a collar nd a lisense on?! obviously it fuckin belongs to someone nd obviously they would want their fuckin dog back! we dont think she froze or ne thing.. we think someone has her.. nd wow that pisses me offfff... nd its hard for me to like be in my house, cuz my family is really upset bout it, like my way of being upset is gettin pissed.. so everytime im with my family, i get pissed at them nd freak out, i feel liek it's my fault, cuz i let her go, but idk if i didnt let go, i woulda hit my head probly.. nd probly woulda hadda take another trip to the hospital nd we all know me, ive been there enough within the last year.. i mean yea i acted like i didnt like the puppy.. but now i realize i miss her.. i still got cody.. which is good, nd my kitty knows somethings wrong.. so she hasnt left me alone lol.. but idk we took down maddie's kennel so i think everyone else knows something that i don't know.. i just want a few weeks to pass, so then everything will be alrite.. idk sorry just hadda get it out..
Hmm i'm thinkin bout signing up for a membership at some gym thing.. nd then id probly go mostly everyday or every other day or just whenever to work out.. cuz i just loved the conditioning part of gymnastics.. having ur muscles burn.. oh man that was funny.. yea its painful.. but its kinda neat, lol, i just can't wait for spring, and all this snow to just leave, cuz then that means time to tumble in the backyard again!! but yet thats how i mostly hurt myself.. but i gotta do the tucks lol
Well i gotta go, almost time to go pick up Will nd go to church, i'll update later, or tomorrow.. or tuesday.. lol
Will-- you are the greatest person ever!! i couldnt say enough about you, i love you sooooo fudgie much nd i will forever nd ever! this past month nd a day, has been the best ever!! you've made me sooo happy, nd whenever im upset or stressed, you still know how to make me smile, i don't know what id do without you, you're the most amazing person ever!!! i love you!! always nd always! <3