Mar 06, 2005 21:15
So today was awesome, actually no... this whole weekend was awesome, everyday i spent time with Will..
Me nd Will are married, we have 4 kids, 2 boys nd 2 girl twins, we live in some sorta beach type house, and we have like a house thats split for the homeless ppl.. lol wow.....lovely isnt it??
But today was just great, i love how me nd Will can hang out, nd just have theeee best times.. haha ur room is gonna be pink!! with flowers nd everything, its all planned sorry cute stuff, but say goodbye to all ur sports nd w/e stuff.. lol hahaha lmao..
As you can tell, it has been one interesting nd funny day, but it was just wow.. cant even describe the awesomeness of it, nd wow just the whole weekend usually i get sick of someone after hanging out with them for one day, but with Will its i never get annoyed or sick of him.. i constantly wanna see him like every second of every day..
Ok so ne ways, i was forgotten bout twice tonite, haha which was interesting but she said she was sorry, she just lost track of time nd stuff, which is acceptable because she had a long day.. i also realized why i get so angry a lot of times, like some of you already knew this but when i get mad with my family, i get real mad, its like murder mad thats how bad it gets, there were a few times when my family thought i had completely lost it, but idk i just lose control nd then i dont know what im doin, i cant control it, it just happens.. but then after i realize what ive done, its weird, like you might not even understand like ppl tell me oh you have to be able to control it, but i hate to tell ya, i can't, if i could i wouldnt be takin knives out nd stuff, im not that type of person, but idk i think that problem is fixed, for the time being at least.. but im sure itll be alrite
Well i think im bout to go to bed so ill update another time
I love you soo much Will <3 forever nd ever, this weekend with you has been just awesome, i don't know what id do without you.. ur thee nicest nd sweetest person ever!!.. i never wanna live another day of my life without you.. i love you!