Sep 16, 2004 15:18
im gonna start updating everyday. i dont know why but i just feel the need to sometime. lets see if i can do it.
this whole week has been kinda bad in the school situation. i have a D in ap english and ive failed the past 2 tests for history. im not off to a very good start. i guess this is harder than i thought. time to get back in gear and get those grades up before october 3rd...thats when grades go into the office to produce what he hate which is progress reports. yeah i know what everyone says about "well just dont show ur parents" well the problem with that is that even if i dont show my parents..on the report card it also shows the progress report grade. so yeah.
i still dont have a date to homecoming. but the thing is that i dont need a date. i dont mind going without one. there really is no problem. i want to go this weekend and look for a simple dress. i dont know if my mom will buy one for me so i have to start saving up. yeah i know its harsh.
im starting to work out everyday till i lose 10 pounds or so. whether u think i need to or not im still going to lose it because im not where i want to be weight wise. im not saying im fat or anything because i know im not. but if i lose 10 pounds or so ill be right where i want to be. so yeah. wish me luck.
im starting to get really frustrated with my job. i dunno if i should even call it that anymore. REDZ opened on tuesday. i got the job about 2 months ago. and i have not yet started to work. what is up with that. most of the people who also work there have gotten to work. i think my boss forgot about me and a few people because yeah...we havent been able to work. he said he would call he hasnt. when i call he doesnt pick up or doesnt call back. im not sure about everyone else but i dont think that a boss should be like that. but oh well. my mom is mad about it too. shes like u need to find a new job. one thats closer. and one where u will actually be able to work. i dont know where else to look. i guess i can reapply to certain places. i dunno ill see. maybe ill get to work this weekend. then again..maybe i wont.
i want to hang out. im tired of being in the house and being bored and staying up late doing homeowork and then never finishing it.
school sucks.
p.s. SURVIVOR SUCKS.
p.s.s. im hungry for jack.