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I can't focus. I am not sure where I am anymore. Lost., that is where I am.
Nothing seems to be going very well for me but on the other hand nothing is going too poorly.
I do well enough at school but I don't put any effort or concern into it.
I spend my hard earned well saved money on anything and everything.
This coming week os a scary one for me.
I think school will get a great deal harder, I will be forced to socialize and lose some attention from Ricki. I am not exactly starting off on a good note. I feel tired though I have slept, I feel hungry though I have eaten.
I have been very arguementative lately. I can never understand how arguements are always my making. It is obviousy that they are my making because they follow me around like my shadow.
I think I will try to do nice things for othesr to deflect attention from the fact that I am stuck in a terrible rut.
Nothing seems to be going very well for me but on the other hand nothing is going too poorly.
I do well enough at school but I don't put any effort or concern into it.
I spend my hard earned well saved money on anything and everything.
This coming week os a scary one for me.
I think school will get a great deal harder, I will be forced to socialize and lose some attention from Ricki. I am not exactly starting off on a good note. I feel tired though I have slept, I feel hungry though I have eaten.
I have been very arguementative lately. I can never understand how arguements are always my making. It is obviousy that they are my making because they follow me around like my shadow.
I think I will try to do nice things for othesr to deflect attention from the fact that I am stuck in a terrible rut.