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greetings from English 024...where I'm learning about Jekyll, Hyde, alcoholism and prostitutes. and Freud. gotta love Freud. this coffee is horrendous....I like Scott's way of putting it. "Tim Hortons has about the same consistency as a lottery and yet still people need three double-doubles a day, just hoping to get lucky."
you never realize how happy you are until you're not there anymore. in hindsight, the last half of grade twelve was one of the best times of my life. sleeping in till eight... getting stoned at lunch.... coming to school hung over because you were getting drunk with your future boyfriend till four am.... having a purpose to write and share it with people.... lunch with Gwen and Shelbie and sometimes Kasey... school as a social institution... partying on weekends and weekdays sometimes too... yeah, those were good times but I guess we all have to grow up sometime.
i wish i could return to the person i was, circa june 2005.
"The person who loves everybody loves no one. Indiscriminate love is not special....it lacks passion. Like ivy, if it grows anywhere the object which it attaches has no significance, it is not special." This is from my current lecture....I like that a lot.
I miss so many people right now. in no particular order: gwen, gus, kasey, shelbie, ian, whitley, shaun, sara, diane, darryl, dobber, racey, jess....probably more that just aren't coming to mind at this very moment but you know what i mean. i never see anyone anymore. hell, i think i just miss unbridled, unrestricted, independent Amanda.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I am a dancer.
[x] I am a morning person.
[x] I am a perfectionist.
[x] I am an only child.
[ ] I am a virgin.
[ ] I am currently in my pajamas.
[ ] I am currently pregnant.
[x] I have suffered from a broken heart.
[x] I am okay at styling other people's hair.
[ ] I am left handed.
[ ] I am married.
[ ]I am addicted to my myspace.
[x] I am online alot, even as an away message.
[x] I am very shy around the opposite gender at first.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I can be paranoid at times.
[x] I currently regret something that I have done.
[x] When I get mad I curse frequently.
[ ] I don't hate anyone.
[ ] I enjoy country music
[x] I enjoy jazz music.
[x] I enjoy smoothies.
[ ] I enjoy talking on the phone
[x] I have a cell phone.
[x] I have/had a hard time paying attention at school.
[ ] I have a hidden talent.
[x] I have a lot to learn.
[x] I have a pet.
[x] I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
[x] I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" guy/girl.
[ ] I have all my grandparents.
[ ] I have at least one brother and/or sister.
[x] I have been to another country.
[ ] I have been to Europe.
[x] I have been told that I am very smart.
[x] I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
[ ] I have broken a bone
[x] I have Caller I.D. on my phone.
[ ] I have changed a diaper/nappy.
[x] I have changed a lot over the past year.
[x] I have done something illegal.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have had major/minor surgery.
[ ] I have killed another person.
[ ] I have had my hair cut within the last week.
[x] I have had the cops called on me.
[x] I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
[ ] I have kissed someone of the same gender.
[x] I have mood swings.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] I have rejected someone before.
[x] I have seen The Lord of the Rings trilogy.
[x] I have seen the television show The O.C
[x] I have watched Sex and the City.
[x] I like Shakespeare.
[x] I like the taste of blood.
[ ] I love to cook.
[ ] I like to sing.
[x] I LOVE my friends.
[x] I love sleeping.
[ ] I love to play computer games.
[x] I love to shop.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I own 100 CDs or more.
[x] I own and use a library card.
[ ] I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.
[x] I read books.
[x] I wish I could sleep a lot during the day.
[x] I strongly dislike math.
[ ] I think Britney Spears is pretty.
[ ] I was born in a country other than Canada
[ ] I watch soap operas every day.
[x] I will try almost anything once.
[ ] I work at a job that I enjoy.
[ ] I would classify myself as ghetto.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I can name all 7 dwarfs from Snow White.
[x] I am currently wearing socks.
[x] I am tired.
[ ] I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt
[ ] I am bisexual.
[ ] I am lesbian or gay.
[ ] I've run away from home .
[x] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm sad.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x]I watch the news.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I love Disney movies.
[x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes.
[x] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I curse regularly.
[ ]I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation.
[ ] I love Spam (as in the food).
[x] I bake well.
[x] I admit to falling up/down the steps.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[x] I have a job.
[ ] I love Martha Stewart.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am sometimes self conscious.
[x] I like to laugh.
[ ] I smoke a pack a day.
[x] I loved Go Ask Alice.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I believe in spirits.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am very ticklish.
[ ] I love chocolate.
[x] I am comfortable with being me.
[ ] I play computer games/video games when I'm bored.
[x] Gotten lost in the city.
[x] Saw a shooting star.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.
[x] Hugged a stranger.
[x] Been in a fist fight with the same sex.
[ ] Laughed and had milk/soda come out of your nose.
[ ] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] Made out in an elevator.
[x] Swore at your parents.
[x] Kicked/Punched a guy where it hurts.
[ ] Been skydiving.
[ ] Been bungee jumping.
[x] Played spin the bottle.
[x] Gotten stitches.
[ ] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] Bitten someone.
[x] Been to Niagara Falls. (this summer!!!!!!! one of the best memories of the summer)
[x] Gotten the chicken pox.
[ ] Gone on a blind date.
[ ] Met someone in person that you met on the internet.
[x] Had a crush on a teacher/coach. (so guilty....I've got a bad Lolita complex)
[ ] Saw someone/something dying.
[ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[ ] Been on a plane.
[ ] Been snowboarding.
[ ] Been skiing.
[x] Been ice skating
[ ] I have been in the ER
[ ] I have had a crush on the same sex before
[ ] I am afraid of the dark
[ ] I'm afraid of what COULD be in the dark...lol
[x] I am in love or have been in love.