life beyond
life is going so smoothly and fantastic right now, I don't know whether to enjoy it or to be afraid for what's to come.
school is freakin' awesome. I love it at Western. I'm so happy now I decided not to go back to the Road. There's a hell of a lot of reading to be done but I love learning the stuff I'm presented with. I've quickly learned how to be an active rather than a passive listener (Scott will be happy about that, I'm sure) and how to prioritize my life a little better. day eight smoke-free (mary-jane, not cigarettes which I never smoked in the first place). my lungs are thanking me.
i miss some of my friends from high school (you know who you are, fuckers) but I'm sure once everything settles down I'll find time to catch up. my friends from work are awesome and keep me entertained and emotionally balanced. but still, nothing replaces the friends who know you inside and out.
got a new laptop, which is also freakin' awesome. my old computer was seven years old and so I think its retirement was long overdue.
it sounds weird but having more time for myself has strengthened my relationship with Scott. I think he needs space to do his own thing too, which since we saw each other all the god damn time during the summer, didn't leave either of us any time for ourselves. I love that man, I do, more and more every day. it's not one of those fake infatuation loves either, I don't think. it's so incredible to love someone for who they are, faults and all, and to have the feeling returned. he pisses me off at times, sometimes more than I'd like, but at the end of the day he's the one I want. the only one.
Kevin Smith movies are fantastic, Dogma being a disappointing exception. say...would you like a chocolate covered pretzel?
Poker tournament on Friday at Scott's, big tournament at Mike's on the 24th. damn those low pocket pairs. too many difficult decisions.
time for a quick zzzz before work.
school is freakin' awesome. I love it at Western. I'm so happy now I decided not to go back to the Road. There's a hell of a lot of reading to be done but I love learning the stuff I'm presented with. I've quickly learned how to be an active rather than a passive listener (Scott will be happy about that, I'm sure) and how to prioritize my life a little better. day eight smoke-free (mary-jane, not cigarettes which I never smoked in the first place). my lungs are thanking me.
i miss some of my friends from high school (you know who you are, fuckers) but I'm sure once everything settles down I'll find time to catch up. my friends from work are awesome and keep me entertained and emotionally balanced. but still, nothing replaces the friends who know you inside and out.
got a new laptop, which is also freakin' awesome. my old computer was seven years old and so I think its retirement was long overdue.
it sounds weird but having more time for myself has strengthened my relationship with Scott. I think he needs space to do his own thing too, which since we saw each other all the god damn time during the summer, didn't leave either of us any time for ourselves. I love that man, I do, more and more every day. it's not one of those fake infatuation loves either, I don't think. it's so incredible to love someone for who they are, faults and all, and to have the feeling returned. he pisses me off at times, sometimes more than I'd like, but at the end of the day he's the one I want. the only one.
Kevin Smith movies are fantastic, Dogma being a disappointing exception. say...would you like a chocolate covered pretzel?
Poker tournament on Friday at Scott's, big tournament at Mike's on the 24th. damn those low pocket pairs. too many difficult decisions.
time for a quick zzzz before work.