Life
So, it's been quite a while since I've written in this thing, so here we go.
Well, I got dumped by the girl of my dreams. This really sucks on several different levels. First, she's my best friend. She's always the first person that I want to call and hang out with because I love being around her so much. She is amazing. She's one of the smartest, funniest, silliest, most beautiful wonderful people I've ever met, and I love her. Second, she's already sort of seeing another guy, and her and I have only been broken up for about a week and a half. The worst part for me is that I know she's really happy now, not being with me, and that hurts me so much. I feel like such a failure that I couldn't give her what she needed and that even though she was everything I wanted, I was not what she wanted.
The pain of this realization is terrible. She is everything I want in another human being, but yet, I'm not good enough for that. Am I not good enough for the things I want? Do I not deserve them? It's a terrible feeling, knowing that the one thing in this world that makes me the happiest does not want me. It's terrible. She's says that we just don't work, but she says she loves me. I think that if there is love, then it is worth trying to fix and figure out what is wrong. I'd do anything for that girl, and I will always love her.
I will always love you with all my heart. If my love were a soda, it would be coke because pepsi is for pussies.
Well, I got dumped by the girl of my dreams. This really sucks on several different levels. First, she's my best friend. She's always the first person that I want to call and hang out with because I love being around her so much. She is amazing. She's one of the smartest, funniest, silliest, most beautiful wonderful people I've ever met, and I love her. Second, she's already sort of seeing another guy, and her and I have only been broken up for about a week and a half. The worst part for me is that I know she's really happy now, not being with me, and that hurts me so much. I feel like such a failure that I couldn't give her what she needed and that even though she was everything I wanted, I was not what she wanted.
The pain of this realization is terrible. She is everything I want in another human being, but yet, I'm not good enough for that. Am I not good enough for the things I want? Do I not deserve them? It's a terrible feeling, knowing that the one thing in this world that makes me the happiest does not want me. It's terrible. She's says that we just don't work, but she says she loves me. I think that if there is love, then it is worth trying to fix and figure out what is wrong. I'd do anything for that girl, and I will always love her.
I will always love you with all my heart. If my love were a soda, it would be coke because pepsi is for pussies.