Letting myself down
So I found out today that I did not get into the graduate program at CMU. They wanted me but all in all my grades just weren't good enough.
I have no idea what I'm going to do now. I can try and get a job, but the only jobs that would hire me with my degree are in bigger cities, so I'll have to move. I just don't know, I thought that I had the next two years on lockdown but I was let down, mostly by myself. If I would have applied myself more in the last few years I would not have this problem now. I feel like shit.
Ben
I have no idea what I'm going to do now. I can try and get a job, but the only jobs that would hire me with my degree are in bigger cities, so I'll have to move. I just don't know, I thought that I had the next two years on lockdown but I was let down, mostly by myself. If I would have applied myself more in the last few years I would not have this problem now. I feel like shit.
Ben