Feb 05, 2005 11:44
I really wanted to be in this play called Le Miz, and I practied so hard, but when i got up on stage to perform i tottaly freaked out and ended up doing terrible. It sucks even more because a couple of my friends made it ( Tayla, BeXar, Tyler, Emma B, Hope, Jamie )and my mom has been bitching at me because i was really upset and i just wanted to be left alone and when she told me to open my bedroom door and i did i just walked away because i didnt want her to try and confort me and i guess it pissed her off because she was like like FUCK HER ( because she was going to take me to that mall ) That bitch can stay in her room all day i dont give a fuck about her anymore ( she was yellin to my dad on the phone )and i'm not even going to argue this time i dont even care. Making this ment a lot to me it would have shown that I actually participated in something this year, i dont swim like Sarah, I dont step like A.J, I dont play basketball like Adriennen, I dont do track like Laura, Im not in those clubs like Margret, so whats really left plays? and i couldnt even make that.