reality is catching up with me
So I haven't been very connected to the internet lately. No more wireless. Too much sloth.
And now I'm back in lieu of so much tragedy that doesn't cease to effect almost everyone {in one form or another} I know.
I'm getting used to hearing about death.
Maybe it's just the year for it to be surrounding me... it's just a little odd to think about.
I find myself asking if I've been asking for signs recently and feeling almost satirically paranoid... but when are we not looking for signs?
It's not that I'm afraid of death.
I'm afraid of what death means as an omen.
So I'm off to meet with the "troubled" side of the family for the first time in 10 years {since my grandfather--his father, her husband--died}. Off to feel part of a family where I am not the black sheep.
This should be interesting.
And now I'm back in lieu of so much tragedy that doesn't cease to effect almost everyone {in one form or another} I know.
I'm getting used to hearing about death.
Maybe it's just the year for it to be surrounding me... it's just a little odd to think about.
I find myself asking if I've been asking for signs recently and feeling almost satirically paranoid... but when are we not looking for signs?
It's not that I'm afraid of death.
I'm afraid of what death means as an omen.
So I'm off to meet with the "troubled" side of the family for the first time in 10 years {since my grandfather--his father, her husband--died}. Off to feel part of a family where I am not the black sheep.
This should be interesting.