Sep 21, 2003 17:44
i feel so fat and so full...i hate eating. i dont understand why i cant stop. i love the feeling of fasting. thats it im not eating from now till next friday if not longer...cause thats only five days...ill see i will stop when im 145. thats a little more than 10 lbs to go. i did it once in 9 days ill do it again. screw all this shit.