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today was day four of my fast...but i fucked up and ate. i felt really bad. i mean i stayed under like 500 but i felt like shit. but now im almost happy that i did cause it gave me such a case of diarrhea. i know the food didnt leave my body and the cals are still there but i have some energy now and i feel soo empty. like i hadnt gone to the bathroom in three days...and now its all out. and i can fast for another three days. and like tomrorow ill prolly weigh even less cause ill be soo damn empty. this is the first time ive been relatively happy by over eating.