this sucks
the color of her skin and the blood ran so deep
she thought the peramedics were angles
she asked them if god was on his way
the held her cut tight to try to stop the bleeding
they told her god wasnt coming if they could help it
she started to cry and realized she messed up yet another time
she couldnt even kill herself right how could she live a normal life
she slowly drifted away into a black peaceful place
she was thankfully maybe god has granted her pray to die
but when she woke up she knew it wasnt fair
she could hear the doctors and nurses and few sobs and cries
then she opened her eyes and to no surprise she was alive
the mental part of the hospital unit stiched up and tubed up
she couldnt take it
she cried and cried and she hoped she would die
but when she fully looked around
she saw a gathering of people but one face stood out
that anglic face and smile that turned her world upside down
then he disappeared just as quick
and she realized her best friend had kept her alive
for he was already in heaven and knew she was making a mistake
she saw his beautiful face and it changed her grace