Leaving.
So, I'm leaving today to go to India. I know, talk about one hell of a way to go, but I got a job there, and the experience would do me good. I'm leaving in about 10 hours. And, I'm not actually afraid or nervous. It's very weird.
My cousins should come and see me off, my best friend said she'd be there too, but I really don't want anyone to come. They'll start crying, and I'm getting so tired of that. So tired of people who almost never show themselves acting as if I'm the best thing since sliced bread.
My aunts also came over and bawled their eyes out. It's getting beyond annoying. No one shows me any affection when I'm around, they only show it when I'm leaving. It's stupid.
As for my best friend, I don't know. I feel like calling her and telling her not to come over. She never made any efforts to come see me during this year, and now, she's acting as if she loves me, as if my leaving breaks her heart. Well, I'm sorry, but she doesn't have the right to do that.
No one does. I've been treated like crap these last few years, hell, my whole existence has been crap. I got beat up and beat down, I got yelled at, I got torn apart and sewn back up. I've endured a lot of pain. Hopefully, this will be a turning point for me.
At least my dad doesn't act as if my leaving will kill him. He doesn't hide himself or his apathy for me anymore. I find it refreshing.
Well, I should go, need to finish the packing. I'll see you all when I get to India. Wish me luck.
My cousins should come and see me off, my best friend said she'd be there too, but I really don't want anyone to come. They'll start crying, and I'm getting so tired of that. So tired of people who almost never show themselves acting as if I'm the best thing since sliced bread.
My aunts also came over and bawled their eyes out. It's getting beyond annoying. No one shows me any affection when I'm around, they only show it when I'm leaving. It's stupid.
As for my best friend, I don't know. I feel like calling her and telling her not to come over. She never made any efforts to come see me during this year, and now, she's acting as if she loves me, as if my leaving breaks her heart. Well, I'm sorry, but she doesn't have the right to do that.
No one does. I've been treated like crap these last few years, hell, my whole existence has been crap. I got beat up and beat down, I got yelled at, I got torn apart and sewn back up. I've endured a lot of pain. Hopefully, this will be a turning point for me.
At least my dad doesn't act as if my leaving will kill him. He doesn't hide himself or his apathy for me anymore. I find it refreshing.
Well, I should go, need to finish the packing. I'll see you all when I get to India. Wish me luck.