What is something that someone does that makes you feel special?
Today's question is a bit more personal and an age old question. I had a good conversation with some one and it made me think about this. It's basically asking, what makes you feel special when you are around that person? I know many of us love something that some one does and we get that awesome feeling of euphoria every time they do it. It doesn't necessarily have to be someone you like or love, just someone you care about. So, I know every one has thought about it at least once, so be completly honest.
Soo, I haven't really updated that much, I guess I'll try to do that ever weekend, unless something major happens. This week was homecoming week, and it wasn't too unbearble. Don't get me wrong I have some school pride, but I'm just not the cheerleader type. The week consisted of pajama day(the best day out of the week), gender-bender day, western day, trooper pride day, and spiffy day. I think I only dreses or "didn't really dress" for pajama day. I went to the homecoming game, but not the burning of the "E" because I had too much homework to catch up on. But I caught up with my friends at village in afterwards. I had a really nice conversation with a guy that used to like me,(but that I never saw that way). I told him about the whole date situation going around my friends and he said the most profound depiction of how I felt(which made me respect him soo much more now). I said that I didn't need a date I just... and without me saying a word more he replyed," You just want some one to hold you in their arms." I was completly shocked on how much on the button he hit it on!
The game was pathetic. We went agaisnt FRANKLIN! Only the best team in the city, so I'm told. We didn't even stay the whole game cause it was delayed for 30 minutes and my friends and I had enough of the SLAUGHTER! It was raining and cold, it was awesome. Cesar and my friend David went too, so my new school friends hung out with my old school friends. I think they were weirded out by my diverse choices of friends. But all was cool, afterwards I went to my friend stephens house and hung out for awhile. My girlfriends made us pancakes! It was nice and cozy, with the smell of rain and freshly made pancakes. But I had to bail cause I had a swim meet early the next morning and after that the Homecoming dance.
I did O.K. at my swim meet, I swam my two best strokes and one that I'm O.k. at. MAN! I am sooo out of shape, I felt like a fat beach whale in shallow water. Just kinda floating and hoping for someone to save me. Anyways, I also was real nervous cause luc made me think Art and Chris might come, I hate when people I know see me at swimmeets. It gets me soo nervous for no reason! But they din't show, so I was O.k. I saw alot of people I hadn't seen in forever. Albert was a complete DICK to me at the beginning of the meet. I went to give him a hug and to say Hello. Right when I reached, he says," OHH the troopers are over there," and completly disses me in front of the cathedral team. O.K. no big deal. But then I see his mom and I go to say hi. He goes behind me and gives me this big hug, so that he looks good in front of his mom. I was speech less, I got soo mad that I didn't return the hug and just walked off. Later, though, he saw how mad I was(after I chewed him out) and apoligized. Me and my friend Jackie went to eat with the Catherdral time afterwards.
After that I knocked out on my bed for about 2 hours and then had to get up to prepare for the dance. I wore one of those Japenese dress( not to brag but I thought i looked pretty nice, but I felt like a slut cause the dress reminded me of that scence in coyote ugly. Where that dancer does that slutto move in the dressing room). We went to go eat at one of my favorite Thai palces. Everyone loved it and will never again doubt my taste in food. Then off to the dance we went. Let's just say the night was full of firsts for me. I hung out with Ayesha and Kenny alot of the night. Man did I mention how much drama there was. Two of my friends ended up crying during the dance, both times(of course) I felt like I needed to comfort them. But overall it was fun, and very eventful. Afterwards we went out to eat at village in(i'm begining to see a pattern).
Today I really didn't do anything. Talked to Art, Chris, and Erika for like a sec, just to see how their weekend went. The rest of the time I just watched moves and did homework. I'm going to do a debate in my speech clas, soo I have to re-train myself so I doubt shame myself. I really suck right now, I read my case and man, I would kick my own butt. I FINALLY finished Donnie Darko. I loved it, it was soo weird and strange(just how I like it). I had kept seeing only bits and pieces and that kept pissing me off.
Soo yeah, my life is pretty boring. Man I missed my Nhi friends so much this weekend. Reading some of the other journals, I wasn't the only one. But I love seeing Kenny, luc, and Ayesha everyday and talking to Chris and Art every once and awhile.
Well i love ya guys and I hope to talk to you all some time this week or get together.
*andrea*