I am such a girl!

Sep 19, 2004 20:00


Quote of the day: "Of all the things I've lost, I miss my mind the most."-Hackers( a movie I recommend)- OZZY OSBOURNE

She's a good girl, loves her mommy, loves Jeeesuuus, and America too. She's a good girl; crazy about elvis,  loves horses, and her boyfriend too....Now I'm a bad boy cause I don't even miss her, I'm a bad boy for breakin her heart. And I'm Freeeee. Freeee fallen, yeah I'm freee. Free fallennn.    -Tom petty-    (Now I know this is not everyones cup of tea,but don't hate the classics. I love all types of music, so we must all deal with that. Besides Its MY FREAKIN journal, so I can put whatever I want. )

Mannn! I just re-read my last journal and I feel as if I was just BI***in. You guys have to forgive me, sometimes I just need my girl moments to have a little drama fit. If I ever get that pathetic again, I give you guys the permission to smack the crap out of me(to some I don't give that permission to, you know who you are).

Any how, I did get asked to my homecoming, by a guy friend of mine. Let's just say me, him, and a friend of ours have a bit of history, so I was a bit hesitant to say yes. I now think that friend is upset at me and him, but what can you do, You can't please everyone! I just toke some good advice Chris gave me and went with it. So I better have a blast or I give up on Homecomings!

This week I had a sh*t load of work to do, but what can you do? I don't know why teachers give so much work; do they think we have no lives! 6 weeks testing started on friday and yeah it sucked, but no biggy. After school I stayed until 6:00 to watch Ale, Lemus, and Abanze debate. It made me feel good, cause I didn't get to see them debate at sherman i never got to see them at their full potential. Ale went against the captain of catherdrals team, Hanley, Man! I was pretty impressed on how good he presented himself, Chris says he can even beat him! Ale held up pretty well, I found myself criticing her again and even wanting to debate myself! Boy!, do I miss the rush i get from debating. I'm pretty sure I'm going to join the debate team this week, so I can get that high again. Anyways, next I saw lemus. He RAPED, just cause he can't say it doesn't mean I can't, the other girl practically was no competion! I just wanted to tell her(in a Chris kinda voice), "What are you doing here? Why are you in my sight and wasting my time,?"but I couldn't. I guess I don't have the balls Chris has. I didn't get to see abanza debate(to my great regret) because I toke my grandma out to eat for her B-day. We went to eat korean, it was UN........Believeable. Its a crime how much i love that sh*t!

On Saturday I did NOTHING, absolutley nothing worth my time, until later in the night. I GOT TO DRIVE BY MYSELF to Art's house(with Chris, and Dan) and watched the fight(b/w De La HOya and Hopkins). What a let down, I was expecting to see someone get the crap beat out of them. Chris and Art we're saying that it was going to be a massacre.It was a long drawn out game, with a few good punchs every once and awhile, and when De La Hoya finally went down no one knew what the hell  happened. He got hit on the side of the ribs and got the air knocked out of him, then got hit in the temple. The poor guy couldn't even get up! Afterwards, we dropped of Dan and went to STARBUCKS! (I've only told one other person this, but whatever here it goes. I tend to feel really uncomfortable when its just me, Art and Chris. Don't get me wrong I LOVE, absolutly LOVE hanging out with them. They are the COOLEST and FUNNIEST people I know. I'm just so used to being one of the funniest, loudest, and( I guess coolest? )people in my group of  friends. I tend to feel like a third wheel when I'm with them, cause I don't want to interrupt their joking and laughing. I have never been so quiet in my whole life! They must of thought I am the stupiest and most boring person on the planet! But I never feel that way when its just me and ART, or just me and Chris, its just when  all three of us are together. I guess its because Art and Chris have so much more history together and they think so much alike, I feel as if I have no idea whats going on in their heads.) Any how, they talked about plans for NHI and remembering past things they've done(which I had no clue about). They are so freakin hilarious, I love that they can make me laugh like no other person can. Afterwards we went to Arts house and they walked me to my car. I said bye to them and gave Chris a favor that he asked me for(Don't ask, I'm not sure I really to expalin). Let me just say it was the respectful(to me and him) way to give him what I asked for. If there's one think I do well, its keeping loyal to my friends and promises, so Chris can't say I'm talking SH*T about THAT!

Today I woke up EARLY, for an interview with a scholarship program thingy. I think I'm going to do it, it sounds like it might help me a lot with my college choices(if any of the kids want to know about it just ask me). Then I went to my Dads house and Hosted a little kids party. My cute little niece went(I love that  rolly polly sooo much, and she really likes me. That makes me feel real good) I played COPS and robbers with them. MAN! those kids gave me such a freakin work out! I don't remember the last time I sweated soo much like a pig!, as Art would say,"It was Disgusting!" L.o.l. Now I'm just at my house trying every way to avoid doing my homework(like writing this long ass journal). And later I was going to got to some drag races on Joe Battle with one of my swimming friends, but she had to cancel on me. I can't say I've been to one before, but was looking forward to it. Maybe next Sunday!

Last but not least, the what I like to call, "opposite gender" catergory. Right now I have a few guys that i love to hang out with, but I'm not sure about the whole girlfriend-boyfriend thing. I think its just easier to have guys as your friends(from what I've seen) cause you never have all the uncomfortableness and complication to deal with. I talked to Chris about some of my theories on love or liking a person, awhile ago, he agreed with me on most things. Can you believe he even CXed me on that, thats Chris for ya. I like talking to Art about relationships beacause he seems to have a really good insight into a lot of situations. I completly respect anything Art and Chris say, if there weren't complications I would totally date one of them, cause they know how to treat a girl right. They deserve really great girls. Of coarse I don't think they'd date me anyways, cause their in college and I'm in high school, but I'm just trying to say that they are really great guys! I'm totally getting of topic. Anyhow, Basically right now I'm just letting things flow and letting destiny, or something like it, take hold.

I don't think I missed anything, but if I did, Ohhh well, I'll just mention it in my next update.

Ohhh yeah, I know it was awhile ago and not many people even knew about my address yet, but I asked for peoples favorite quotes. So if you have any, then I really want you to put them down(as many as you want). And thanks to those who already did.

"Bye for now,....... but not forever."  *andrea*

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