My reality
Things have really started to take a change in my life since I decided that I wanted to change the way things were going.
Things got rolling when everything ended with Melanie (32 yr old lawyer, loaded, gorgeous unbelievable in bed, massive coke head) and I had a hard look at my life and hers and realised that the only difference between her life and my life was her social life and the way she acted with everybody.
I decided to start seeing a therapist/psychologist who specialised in social situations and she made me realise something very important in my first visit that I wasn’t needy and that the only reason why I felt the way I did was because I was lonely. this was an absolute bombshell because I had never ever thought of myself as being lonely, I always thought I was confident and didn’t need people in my life and that I was happy with the way things were in my life (obviously they weren’t, hence the therapist).
So what have I done since then to make so many changes? I don’t know, things are just different, I feel different, I almost run out of fingers to count how many new friends I have made. I have made so many connections that can get me almost anywhere I choose, and it is almost scary to think that it was all just from the way I changed the way I thought. I thanked Melanie the last time we spoke, because if it wasn’t for her ending the relationship I never would have had this new circle of friends that have so much fun. I never would have changed the way I am. I never would have had other people believing me that this was my life because I wanted it that way.
I mean I have changed so much that when I meet girls I flat out tell them that I am only interested in bi-sexual or bi-curios girls and that if they are ok with that then we can continue, if not then they are more than welcome to leave. The most asked question is why is that? And I say "they are more open minded, and just all together a different "breed"" to which they just go you know what? That is so true... do you have anyone you can set me up with? Case in point, grace who actually wants to find me another girl. Why you may ask? Because it is my reality, and when I believe it to be my reality, everyone else around me does.
One of my goals was to be able to get a pair of bowers and Wilkins speakers
http://www.e-hifi.com.au/b-w/800Series/804s.aspx
as you can see by the link they are $8000 a pair, and then on Friday I meet someone who knows the guy that imports them into Australia and can get me them for half price, HALF PRICE!!! I mean what is going on here? Did I just meet this guy because my mind wanted me to meet a person that could do that?
Not complaining at all, it just freaks me out!
All I need to meet now is someone that can give me millions of dollars lol
Things got rolling when everything ended with Melanie (32 yr old lawyer, loaded, gorgeous unbelievable in bed, massive coke head) and I had a hard look at my life and hers and realised that the only difference between her life and my life was her social life and the way she acted with everybody.
I decided to start seeing a therapist/psychologist who specialised in social situations and she made me realise something very important in my first visit that I wasn’t needy and that the only reason why I felt the way I did was because I was lonely. this was an absolute bombshell because I had never ever thought of myself as being lonely, I always thought I was confident and didn’t need people in my life and that I was happy with the way things were in my life (obviously they weren’t, hence the therapist).
So what have I done since then to make so many changes? I don’t know, things are just different, I feel different, I almost run out of fingers to count how many new friends I have made. I have made so many connections that can get me almost anywhere I choose, and it is almost scary to think that it was all just from the way I changed the way I thought. I thanked Melanie the last time we spoke, because if it wasn’t for her ending the relationship I never would have had this new circle of friends that have so much fun. I never would have changed the way I am. I never would have had other people believing me that this was my life because I wanted it that way.
I mean I have changed so much that when I meet girls I flat out tell them that I am only interested in bi-sexual or bi-curios girls and that if they are ok with that then we can continue, if not then they are more than welcome to leave. The most asked question is why is that? And I say "they are more open minded, and just all together a different "breed"" to which they just go you know what? That is so true... do you have anyone you can set me up with? Case in point, grace who actually wants to find me another girl. Why you may ask? Because it is my reality, and when I believe it to be my reality, everyone else around me does.
One of my goals was to be able to get a pair of bowers and Wilkins speakers
http://www.e-hifi.com.au/b-w/800Series/804s.aspx
as you can see by the link they are $8000 a pair, and then on Friday I meet someone who knows the guy that imports them into Australia and can get me them for half price, HALF PRICE!!! I mean what is going on here? Did I just meet this guy because my mind wanted me to meet a person that could do that?
Not complaining at all, it just freaks me out!
All I need to meet now is someone that can give me millions of dollars lol