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ohkay as for the previous entry, i have talked to him, and i now i think wayy too much for my own good, i mean i think you subconciously flirted with her, and i really hope thats the case, but then i again, i always mention that and you go along with it, so its like i'm saying it and maybe you really are flirting with other girls, and i'm just giving you the excuse so you can say thats what happened when you really know what happened, and now sometimes i really wanna beleive the other person, but i beleive you and then i feel like i'm betraying one of my best friends, and then if i beleive them it hurts us, and then i feel like fucking shit because i betrayed you and that loses trust in me from you and i can't fucking take anymore of this....
i think wayy too much for my own good....
i think wayy too much for my own good....