Rejection
Author: princessliette
Pairing/Characters: hinted!JongKey, Jonghyun, Minho
Rating: PG
Summary: When Minho (Jonghyun's best friend) disgusted at him because he's gay.
Disclaimer: not own the boys, only the plot
Warning: Unbeta-ed
Word counts: 591
We’re playing game like usual in his room, trying to beat each other, tease each other even threaten each other with kiss. It’s all just for fun because please, I don’t want to kiss Minho, just--eww. After about 1 hour we play and chatting randomly, Minho talks about the porn he just watched yesterday with his friends. It’s about a girl and girl porn and he keep repeating that it’s just so hot and how he always watch girl on girl porn.
I look at him in disbelieve, really it’s not like I have a problem with that, not at all, it’s just whenever Minho start talking about it, he won’t never stop and he talks about it like every day. Noticing the way I look at him, he throws me a glance before turns back his focus on the game in front of us.
“Why are you looking at me that way? Don’t say that you have a problem with lesbian,” Minho accuses me and I just laugh while trying to beat his character on the screen. “Of course not! Why would i? I’m a gay too,” it completely slipped from my tongue and the both of us freeze.
“You…what?”
I can tell clearly that Minho is shock and me too, but just a little for I can calm myself pretty fast. I think that Minho is my best-friend since we were in middle school. We share many secrets and well, he doesn’t have problem with lesbian so maybe, he has no problem with gay too. Lesbian and gay are the same thing right?
I let out chuckle and punch his character on his face, it usually would makes Minho forgot about what we are talking and beat my character back with no merci. But this time he doesn’t move a budge, he’s still staring at me with his mouth agape widely.
“What!? Don’t worry, I won’t make a move on you, I have a boyfriend okay,” I start to feel nervous but Minho is my best-friend right? He will understand right?
“Are you serious, Jonghyun hyung?”
The expression is full of disgust and I stare at him nervously.
“I.. I’m just kidding man!” I laugh loudly, a bitter laugh actually but he won’t notice anyway. I punch his arm playfully and urge him to go back to the game. We start playing again in silence. After 3 minutes of silence, he asks again, “you are just kidding right? I mean, it’s not right being gay. It’s just..disgusting.”
I grin and beat his character completely until the screen show K.O words.
“Of course! Now excuse me you loser, I’m tired and want to sleep,” I stand up and go straight to my room. “Don’t ever joke anything like that again, hyung! You nearly killed me!”
“I understand, you idiot!” I fake a laugh and come inside my dark room. I stop laughing and lay down on my bed, taking my phone and look at me and Key’s picture as my phone wallpaper. My boyfriend. My beloved boyfriend.
It’s really disappointing to know that my best friend thinks that I’m disgusting, that he, all of other people can’t see me as who I am. It hurts to know that your best friend rejected your real self. It’s more painful than being rejected by thousands stranger.
I text a massage and send it to Key, to make myself feel better because he always succeeds to make me feel better and loved, not a disgusting fag.
“Kibum-ah, I really love you.”
a/n: i don't know what is this. I just need to write it :|
Pairing/Characters: hinted!JongKey, Jonghyun, Minho
Rating: PG
Summary: When Minho (Jonghyun's best friend) disgusted at him because he's gay.
Disclaimer: not own the boys, only the plot
Warning: Unbeta-ed
Word counts: 591
We’re playing game like usual in his room, trying to beat each other, tease each other even threaten each other with kiss. It’s all just for fun because please, I don’t want to kiss Minho, just--eww. After about 1 hour we play and chatting randomly, Minho talks about the porn he just watched yesterday with his friends. It’s about a girl and girl porn and he keep repeating that it’s just so hot and how he always watch girl on girl porn.
I look at him in disbelieve, really it’s not like I have a problem with that, not at all, it’s just whenever Minho start talking about it, he won’t never stop and he talks about it like every day. Noticing the way I look at him, he throws me a glance before turns back his focus on the game in front of us.
“Why are you looking at me that way? Don’t say that you have a problem with lesbian,” Minho accuses me and I just laugh while trying to beat his character on the screen. “Of course not! Why would i? I’m a gay too,” it completely slipped from my tongue and the both of us freeze.
“You…what?”
I can tell clearly that Minho is shock and me too, but just a little for I can calm myself pretty fast. I think that Minho is my best-friend since we were in middle school. We share many secrets and well, he doesn’t have problem with lesbian so maybe, he has no problem with gay too. Lesbian and gay are the same thing right?
I let out chuckle and punch his character on his face, it usually would makes Minho forgot about what we are talking and beat my character back with no merci. But this time he doesn’t move a budge, he’s still staring at me with his mouth agape widely.
“What!? Don’t worry, I won’t make a move on you, I have a boyfriend okay,” I start to feel nervous but Minho is my best-friend right? He will understand right?
“Are you serious, Jonghyun hyung?”
The expression is full of disgust and I stare at him nervously.
“I.. I’m just kidding man!” I laugh loudly, a bitter laugh actually but he won’t notice anyway. I punch his arm playfully and urge him to go back to the game. We start playing again in silence. After 3 minutes of silence, he asks again, “you are just kidding right? I mean, it’s not right being gay. It’s just..disgusting.”
I grin and beat his character completely until the screen show K.O words.
“Of course! Now excuse me you loser, I’m tired and want to sleep,” I stand up and go straight to my room. “Don’t ever joke anything like that again, hyung! You nearly killed me!”
“I understand, you idiot!” I fake a laugh and come inside my dark room. I stop laughing and lay down on my bed, taking my phone and look at me and Key’s picture as my phone wallpaper. My boyfriend. My beloved boyfriend.
It’s really disappointing to know that my best friend thinks that I’m disgusting, that he, all of other people can’t see me as who I am. It hurts to know that your best friend rejected your real self. It’s more painful than being rejected by thousands stranger.
I text a massage and send it to Key, to make myself feel better because he always succeeds to make me feel better and loved, not a disgusting fag.
“Kibum-ah, I really love you.”
a/n: i don't know what is this. I just need to write it :|