Hello Mr. Freedom
Haven't updated since Miami I don't think. Not much to really talk about I guess. Loving the new place, had a potential interest crumble before my eyes and been going out as much as possible. I endured what the media was screaming to be the biggest snow storm in 10 years, only to realize it was the biggest OCTOBER storm in 10 years and even then, really didn't measure up to much to the huge Albuquerque Low storms that we sometimes get. I even worked a full work week since the snow really wasn't bad at all.
Tonight is the last night at the old apartment. I haven't lived there in over a month, but our lease is done tomorrow. This is the final night. Laura and I are going to finsih up the cleaning of it and I'm handing in my keys. She'll do the final walk through tomorrow, I won't be around, I don't care as I'm almost sure we're not getting any deposit back and if so she can use my half for my half of the utility bills for the place.
It won't be a sad memory leaving, but one of relief. Upon going back there here and there over the past month to get more things, I realized how I love my new place and location. I realize that place sucked, the location was crap for anything, the tennents were all of everything I wasn't and I realize that helped me become misserable and feel trapped. I'll be so happy no longer having ties to anything of that life anymore from that place. I'll for the first time in my life be finally free and have only me and me to worry about. I no longer have to be trapped in my job as I now have the freedom to go where I want and no longer have to work on some visa or work status for one company as I've been a citizen for the past 4 or so years which I wasn't when I was single.
Working on Heathers and I European Assault next summer. Looks like plans are France, Switzerland (my choice) and Italy are the 3 countries we'll have for our Eurotrain 10 day pass.
Anna is comming down and we're going out for Halloween which will be cool, though I take it I'll have to dress up, so once again as I used to do year after year, it'll be another installment of Petey Ramone. Thanksgiving I'm not sure what to do, I was supposed to spend it with someone, but not sure I want to do that now. Things have kind of gotten weird and I'm not really comfortable with how it went when we went out last weekend. Think I might just stay home if I don't have anywhere else to go and make a small turkey, get eggnog and rum, and drink into oblivion watching a movie or something all night.
Who knows that's in a month, need to worry about the present. Oh wait, hopefully there will no longer be any worries as freedom really kills worry. I love that...
Tonight is the last night at the old apartment. I haven't lived there in over a month, but our lease is done tomorrow. This is the final night. Laura and I are going to finsih up the cleaning of it and I'm handing in my keys. She'll do the final walk through tomorrow, I won't be around, I don't care as I'm almost sure we're not getting any deposit back and if so she can use my half for my half of the utility bills for the place.
It won't be a sad memory leaving, but one of relief. Upon going back there here and there over the past month to get more things, I realized how I love my new place and location. I realize that place sucked, the location was crap for anything, the tennents were all of everything I wasn't and I realize that helped me become misserable and feel trapped. I'll be so happy no longer having ties to anything of that life anymore from that place. I'll for the first time in my life be finally free and have only me and me to worry about. I no longer have to be trapped in my job as I now have the freedom to go where I want and no longer have to work on some visa or work status for one company as I've been a citizen for the past 4 or so years which I wasn't when I was single.
Working on Heathers and I European Assault next summer. Looks like plans are France, Switzerland (my choice) and Italy are the 3 countries we'll have for our Eurotrain 10 day pass.
Anna is comming down and we're going out for Halloween which will be cool, though I take it I'll have to dress up, so once again as I used to do year after year, it'll be another installment of Petey Ramone. Thanksgiving I'm not sure what to do, I was supposed to spend it with someone, but not sure I want to do that now. Things have kind of gotten weird and I'm not really comfortable with how it went when we went out last weekend. Think I might just stay home if I don't have anywhere else to go and make a small turkey, get eggnog and rum, and drink into oblivion watching a movie or something all night.
Who knows that's in a month, need to worry about the present. Oh wait, hopefully there will no longer be any worries as freedom really kills worry. I love that...