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well, basically everything that's happened is going to be gone in the next three days. At my house that is, moving's gonna be horrible since I've lived here for almost 11 years. I love my house but baycourt just isnt gonna do it for me. I'll have to see so many kamiak kids running around, and i can probably see the morman church from the new apartment...ill get to witness every fight for the next however long i live there.......sweet. No basketball hoop, no nothin. A bed...that's all. I have to pack my stuff, and i guess i need to sort through the stuff and decide the things i want and dont want anymore. I need to just move away from this place but i know i cant. no $ thats all that matters. This world revolves only on money. To do things in life like travelling or doing what you want you have to be really successful in life. You try and look past that and think that you can do anything but when i actually think about it i know ill be stuck with an unsatisfying life. The reality of it all just disgusts me. out.
somebody save me, i dont know what to do anymore
somebody save me, i dont know what to do anymore