A small step forward

[wantstheroad]

To say it was another too warm day would be an understatement, because it seemed this summer that all their days were too warm. Which had lead Dana and Joe to spending more time out in their private area, enjoying the gazebo and the river to their fullest. He's not sure what day they hadn't spent out here in the afternoons at least after they'd

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[siswinchester]

It was so freeing and fun to be out here with Joe like this. Naked beneath the hot sun and laughing and enjoying the company of her husband as they swam and splashed in the warm running water. She looked forward each day to these private moments, their moments. It was all just for them and she treasured every minute

[wantstheroad]

It was freeing. They could shed their responsibilities for a few hours with their clothes. Just be the people under the titles, and the friends that they'd grown slowly into. It was so much fun too, he'd agree. To relax and splash and just be together. He'll miss this when winter comes

[siswinchester]

Yes, it will be a shame when the days start to grow colder and the snow begins to fall. But she had no doubt that they would find a new hole to hide themselves in together, always willing to keep the other warm.

Nibbling on her full lower lip as she felt his fingertips slip down the smooth skin of her back, she shivered the slightest before straightening once more. Her damp hair fell in waves over one shoulder, her head tipped a bit so she head to look up at him through her thick lashes.

"I..." Averting her gaze, a blush blazed across her cheeks and she seemed almost sheepish. "I wish to. So...maybe I will not be afraid of it so much one day." She murmurs quietly.

[wantstheroad]

Well there was that lovely fireplace in the far corner of their library. The one with the nice comfy couch. Though, they'll be in her land come winter this year. So she'll have to show him where she likes to curl up in her land during winter.

His hand slid up her spine as she straightened and he dipped to kiss her softly with a smile. That looking through her lashes always sent a shiver down his spine, made him just a little harder. And he knew it was completely innocent, she didn't completely know what she was doing to him.

Rising his hand, he cupped her cheek gently as he offered a soft smile. "I would like for you to not be so scared of it as well, my Lady." He shifts to walk backwards towards the gazebo, hand catching hers to draw her with him. "Trying to look at it might help?"

[siswinchester]

There would be many things and places Dana would like to share with Joe once she was able to return back home. She was excited now to share it with him.

His touch, as always, was warm and electric, every nerve ending in her body standing on end where he slid his hand. Letting out a soft breath as his lips caressed her own, she pressed in just a fraction closer to him, seeking more of that silky smooth feel of his lips and the sweet taste of his breath.

Cheek hot to the touch as he cupped her face in his large hand, Dana allowed him to lead her to their small sanctuary, eyes snaking down his torso slowly as they reached the plush bedding of their gazebo. Her breathing was a bit off all of a sudden, heart racing in fear and...a bit of excitement. That was new.

"...you are very large my Lord." She whispers, the very reason she feared the appendage.

[wantstheroad]

He was excited to learn it from her, share them. As well, he was excited to meet her family that he had yet to meet.

He smiled as he leaned down to deepen the kiss just a little more before he pulled away. She'd have more of his lips later, that he would promise. He loved the taste of her, the feel of the shivers that her body gave as his fingers slid along her body. Right now though, it was about her being able to look at him.

Smile softening at the way her cheeks brightened like that, his fingers teased along her cheek to help and sooth her. He pulls away to lay back though, leaving enough room that his hand will find her and draw her down onto the bed with him gently. Though at her words, he can't help how he wraps his hand around himself.

"I am. But there is nothing to fear, my Lady." He strokes himself once, twitching at his own touch. "I will not hurt you, it will not hurt you again."

[siswinchester]

There was a barely there whimper after he drew away from her, craving more of his kisses. She was addicted.

Nuzzling in against his hand as he stroked at the flame in her cheek, she carefully sunk down onto the bedding beside him, settling on her knees and now, baffling enough, unable to look away from his prominent manhood now that she had managed to settle her eyes there. There's a tightening low in her belly as she watches his hand wrap about himself with ease, her breathing hitching just a bit.

"I-- how do you know?" She asks shakily, fascinated by the way his hand slid strong and sure about the throbbing, hard flesh. The head of his cock stood out most prominently, a weep of moisture drizzling from the slit at the end. Blinking, she finally turned her head a bit to catch her breath and stare at the silk of the sheets beneath them.

[wantstheroad]

Her facing his manhood would be rewarded with more kisses. He promises.

His eyes aren't on him, but on her face. He wants to see every flicker that crosses her features, see how she reacts to everything. There's a show in her eyes that tells him that she's aroused, though he doesn't really use it to his advantage. He refuses to push her still, just coax where she might be comfortable. The way her breath hitches a little, has him shiver a little more.

"Because I control it, and I would never hurt you again. To hurt you would be to cut out my own heart." His answer is easy, honest. He leans when she looks away, head dipping to catch her mouth with his softly. Coaxing her to at least look at his face even if she isn't sure she can look at his hard manhood again. "I promise."

[siswinchester]

Can't she just have her kisses back? Please?

Dana wasn't even aware that she was aroused by it, so conflicted with how she felt about it, that she didn't notice. She was scared, but now she wasn't sure if she was scared of it specifically or scared of wanting it and having it harm her again. That night had been a huge moment in her life, life changing and emotionally distressing. And the biggest cause of all of that had been what he now held in his hand.

At his words, her hand had drifted up, toying with the ruby between her breasts, a gesture she used sometimes to comfort herself unconsciously. Making a soft sound as he sought her mouth out for another kiss, she shifted in closer to his body, following the turn of his head back towards him.

Eyes fluttering, she peered into his eyes after they drew apart, nibbling on her lower lip once more. "I want to-- I want to help you too Joe. I don't know how..."

[wantstheroad]

She does. For the moment.

He wouldn't hurt her with it again. That he swore on his life, on his honor, and on his heart. She held his heart. That heart that she used as a touch stone when she was unsure or worrying. He would like that help that she said she wanted to give him, to feel those smaller hands wrapped around him as she stroked him to pleasure. He just wanted to make sure that it was also what she wanted.

His eyes are soft, but also dark as she meets them. The want is hard to hide in them right now, with his hand wrapped around him and her naked next to him. Though her words have him smile just a little. "The first step would be touching it then, my Dana." His words are soft, no pushing but simple fact. She wouldn't be able to do much of anything until she can touch him. "You can start with just a finger along it."

[siswinchester]

It wasn't that she believed Joe would ever purposefully hurt her, again, but it was more...that feeling of that night. She was afraid it would come back and overwhelm her if she were to be that intimate with him again. The fear and hurt and feeling of being used. She hadn't liked any of it

[wantstheroad]

He's hoping that when they do become intimate again, that he can make that night special. Candles, a good wine, and a slow tease of her body before they're together. To make it as special as that first night should have been. To show her that it didn't have to hurt, or for her to have to be scared of him or a night with him. But that was still ways off, he knew. Right now, just the prospect of her touching him made him twitch a little more

[siswinchester]

Right now, Dana was still in a place where she believed it to not be possible to ever lay with him again. That they could only carry on as they had been, perhaps with the added effort of her touching him. But sex...

If he ever broke her heart, Dana would be a broken woman, she knew it completely. It had taken a lot to give him her heart to begin with. Everything was in Joe's hands, in his power, and she had no control over it.

Dana couldn't help the shiver at Joe's reaction to her touch, her eyes flickering to his face as he made that low, all male sound that did something strange to her. There was a swarm of butterflies running wild in her belly, nervous as she was to be touching him, but the excitement was kicking back in once more. "...do I?" She knew this of course, seen evidence of his hard arousal often, felt it as he held her after pleasing her.

Still biting her lip, she shifted her body in even closer, tracing her finger up and down lazily along the soft underside of his straining cock, loving the smooth feel of him.

[wantstheroad]

Right now, Joe was thinking that if she helped touch him to bring him release, he was a lucky man. While yes, he had occasionally thought about having sex with her, and he did know that he wanted to make the night exceptionally special, he had no planned date for it. Just wishful thinking on his end

[siswinchester]

It hadn't helped much with her confidence when Rachel had visited them. Her obvious bragging about being Joe's first woman to lay with, with how she had tried to become his mistress, spoke that women could enjoy being with a man in that way, but Dana was incapable of it. She was faulty and yet he still wanted her. It hurt to know, especially after he had brought her to the highs of pleasure and she never made a move to help with his own. She was selfish and unworthy of his efforts.

But it was heady to watch him react to her touch so, satisfying to make him happy for once. His heavy manhood jumped under her touch, more of her fingers dancing down his side, dragging up and pulling through that sticky beaded moisture at the head of his cock.

"Am I...does it feel good Joe?" She asks hesitantly, voice a bit airy and breathless as she continued to touch him.

[wantstheroad]

He'd argue that it should help her confidence. He'd taken insult for her when Rachel had tried to become Mistress, had tried to insinuate that Dana couldn't please him. Because to him, Dana pleased him more than any woman ever had. She made him smile, made him laugh, enjoy life all the more. He'd fallen in love with the woman by his side for her smile, her wit, the conversations they'd had together. And she wasn't faulty, she was broken and it was his fault. And yes, he did still want her. He would always want her. And she was allowed to be selfish some after his transgressions, to let him please her and never help until she was ready