Right
So after thinking about what i wrote last night knowing that it is all true i really have no choice in what i have to do there is no way that i can even move back to my moms even though it would solve some problems that im having it still wouldnt work because either way i do it someone would be unhappy either me or kevin and i would rather have myself be sad then have kevin be unhappy and sad it just wouldnt work for me and even though i really miss my mom and my family there is nothing that i can do but go down there as much as i can to see them i guess thats it