Right
SO a couple hours of crying late at night has made my mind up that i think i really do need to go back to my moms but now i just have to get the balls and talk it over with kevin and i know his gonna be pissed because his gonna think that i dont love him which is not true i really do love him i just need to go back home i hate this town and miss my family and friends i finally see what i have done to my family and so much is going on and im not even there for it i didnt even get to hear my neice say her first word and i miss it all i just really wanna go home and not just for a vist to stay and i know its gonna break kevins heart but its something i have to do, i mean its not like i dont love seeing him every day and it doesnt have anything to do with him its just something i want and something that i have to do i wasnt ready to move out and i wasnt ready to have way be on my own and i wasnt ready for have of the shit that i did or done and i want to go back i guess.