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It's really weird having everything that I've been spending my time on suddenly just gone.
I guess everyone else had their endofschool thing a week or two back, when they finished. Mine waited until yesterday, because I had James to entertain. But now I'm just...blah. I hate the nonproductive feeling I get when I don't absolutely HAVE to be doing anything.
Sure, there's a million things I need to do. But they're all currently carrying their reasons for why I shouldn't do them just this minute (ex. I need to get another job, and I think I want to work landscaping. But I also may have a broken rib atm, so I should prolly wait a few days until I can sneeze without the agony.) and so I sleep until I'm not comfortable anymore, put myself in my window-chair and play neopets and hope that I'll know when I'm ready to keep going and not just get stuck here.
C'mon, summer. I want you so hard.
I guess everyone else had their endofschool thing a week or two back, when they finished. Mine waited until yesterday, because I had James to entertain. But now I'm just...blah. I hate the nonproductive feeling I get when I don't absolutely HAVE to be doing anything.
Sure, there's a million things I need to do. But they're all currently carrying their reasons for why I shouldn't do them just this minute (ex. I need to get another job, and I think I want to work landscaping. But I also may have a broken rib atm, so I should prolly wait a few days until I can sneeze without the agony.) and so I sleep until I'm not comfortable anymore, put myself in my window-chair and play neopets and hope that I'll know when I'm ready to keep going and not just get stuck here.
C'mon, summer. I want you so hard.