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I'm really tired of being confused when people say things to my face, but say something else online. I am fucking tired of it. Even people I love do it, and that's way worse than when some pothead asshole does it, too... Am I really not worth being cared about so much so that people can't tell me how they really feel? I am so tired of having to go online to see how people really feel about what I try to talk to them about?
How am I expected to trust that I am a worthwhile person if the people who tell me I am a worthwhile person don't treat me like one?
Everyone's a fucker, and I'm tired of it. I am this close / / to giving it up, chucking it all, and never speaking to another human being again. I can't handle all this pain right now, man. I feel like shit, and I am tired of it. TIRED.
How am I expected to trust that I am a worthwhile person if the people who tell me I am a worthwhile person don't treat me like one?
Everyone's a fucker, and I'm tired of it. I am this close / / to giving it up, chucking it all, and never speaking to another human being again. I can't handle all this pain right now, man. I feel like shit, and I am tired of it. TIRED.