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Ugh! I absolutely hate when someone gives me the feeling that I am annoying them and doesn't tell me that I am. I can hear it in your voice. Especially since our main communication is on the phone. What am I supposed to do? You are my everything and I'm annoying you. I'm tired of one of both of us being to busy to talk. I'm tired of missing you so much that I cry at least 4 times a day. And I am tired of Georgia Southern. But now the question is can I wait another nine months. And if we make it that long, will we make it through actually living together... I'm scared. No, I'm not scared, I'm terrified. But I'm also so excited that I could pee in my pants but I'm almost 20 and potty trained so I don't. I love you. More than any word could every say. Never doubt it. And especially, never break my heart.