Feb 04, 2008 12:21
What am I doing? I don't know if I can handle living in such uncertainty. I am happy but there is always a bit of me is wondering when he is going to get sick of me, or when I am going to do something to freak him out and make him run. Oh well. We will just see how much of this I can stand. I just need to keep telling myself that I am worth keeping... One day I will believe it.