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So I went home to have dinner with my parents because I really need them right now. I got see see the symonds and miriam came over to watch the OC and then Ruben came over and we sat around and watched Jurassic Park. My mom went to bed and Ruben ordered a Pizza. We just sat around and laughed and hung out. It felt so good to be home with my friends from high school. They are the ones that will be there through every thing. I have a lot of friends from high school that I am close to, but Ruben and Mim are the best and will love me no matter what I do or say. Then I went to mim's and we talked about life and all that and I spent the night, woke up in the morning and drove back to SC. I am healing a little at a time. I am conquring the pain that has bestowed upon me and learning to open my heart again. This has been a long and hard 8 months, but I will rise above. I dont want to give up on love... I hate seeing myself as a pessimist. so Tiffany and I are going back to martinez to hang out with my parents and just be happy. I love her! I love my parents! I am going to get better.