Jun 18, 2004 14:38
So here I am, again, lol, complaining about being bored and lonely etc etc... yeah yeah what's new?
One more week hopefully without my car. I really want it back, so I won't be stuck at home staring at the ceiling wondering what "life" is like.
If anyone wants to do anything over summer give me a ringy dingy. four fo4r 7......thr3ee three 1 (three), ok ya that's totally obvious lol, kinda hard not figure that one out.
I want "someone" to hang out with man, like REALLY bad. *sigh* I guess it's not meant for me, wait, yeah it is, I just go about making that happen the wrong way. So it's my own fault for being lonely cuz I'm too darn bashful and what not.
**Marsh and Denise, **
Sorry things may not work out between you two for whatever reason his dad wont let you guys see eachother anymore. I don't think being not Christian enough or whatever isn't a valid reason, there's something else there that he hasn't said, or atleast that's all he said so far. But then again, if you really like eachother maybe becoming more religious to stay together would help. Maybe talking to Mike will help also. I don't know what you'd talk about, ask him why he think the way he does about you, what would cause him to sudden'y "forbid" you two from seeing eachother. I don't really know though, I'd be acle to think of something WAY better if it was me who was trying to talk to him for something, but, obviously, I'm not, so it's a tad hard to give advice, een if you don't want advice it's in my nature to help people, even if they do or don't want it. So just think about what you could possibly do in order still see echother, the right way, without lying to parents and stuff, because that will only cause more troubles in the long run. Lying never gets you far, not at all. Cherish the good times you had though if you don't find a way, atleast you two had some good times together, and Denise hun, be more positive toward yourself damn girl, always like "oh happiness isn't meant to last for me" and all that crap, it's not true. I think learning to deal with life and the bucket of crap it throws at you will help, life threw a freakin' dump truck of crap on me throughout my life, lol, I threw that crap right back and just laugh, cuz it's funny how things are so unfair sometimes, but damn don't get all depressed and sad, because that makes it last like WAY longer than it should, which really sucks, I've done that before. Once you let it go you become so much happier it seems. Ok no more rambling, I probably said too much about crap that won't even happen but, I like to looks at things in perspective, every possibility you know? Hope this even makes sense, lol, does to me since I wrote it, but, I can see where some people might get lost.
** -- Trav-Man **
So, what now? Oh yeah I got two fortune cookies today, lol.
Fortune Cookie 1: You are a deep thinkerwith a knack for problem solving.
Fortune Cookie 2: Take that chance you've been considering.
Isn't that neat, how it says I'm a problem solver, and I really do like to help people with their problems. *sigh*
And about that chance, I've been considering this "chance", but I'd like to know more about the "other side" and how the "other side" feels. I don't want to take that chance and be hurt in the end. I wanna be sure about succeeding before I do.
Ok enough rubbish for now. Talk to y'all laterz.
~~Travis