So it is a beautiful, cloudy day in Las Vegas...got to love it when there is a little shift in the weather. One of my friends texted me and told me he was reading this journal...i really miss writing my thoughts down. I got rid of myspace for a good reason, but sometimes...i just need to come home and write, even if no one is really listening. Well ( Read more... )

weeellll...a little update. Yeah, Devin=no mas. WHICH IS FINE BY ME. Dude...he basically wanted to be dating other people while dating and sleeping with me. Ew? can we say, tasteless? not classy by any means? like that is cool if you guys arent hookin' up, but if you are shagging...well, I dont think so...So i let my guy friend read it...then he ( Read more... )

So today I leave on vacation, which i absolutely cannot afford at the moment, but, oh well. ive pack a whole suitcase dedicated to food...so hopefully that sustains me for a good amount of time. I am feeling kind of weird right now. I saw Devin again last night and he said some things to me that made me feel like a complete ass. I don't think it ( Read more... )

It is 8 am...not even, like whoa? I am never up this early, but it seems to be happening a lot lately. My mom has her girlfriends in from out of town sleeping in my brother and I's beds, so we are slightly homeless. I came home this morning to my poor little brother crashed out on the couch, no blanket, no pillow...wearing his shoes. So i wandered ( Read more... )

mmmm...things are kind of like...calm water. Some people really bore me. I have way too much energy.

heh...he misses me...that just made my day knowing he knows he blew it and will never have me again. Ever.

well, im doing alright today...it is my first day off in two weeks...my total hours of work were no like 90 hours for the past two weeks...i realize that doesnt sound like much to you guys...but...uh i average 60-70..heh..i added like a whole extra work week into my schedule. Saving a lot of money though. my weight dropped from 196 to 184 since i ( Read more... )

mmm...having a hard couple of days--eh, forget, i'll say it, I am having a hard week PERIOD..my arm hurts pretty bad, people keep bumping into my elbow--I think the bone is bruised. I have decided...i need to get a new job by the end of the year. I just need to start everything fresh...I dropped my phone in water...AGAIN--i wouldnt be suprised if ( Read more... )

Eh...so it was the end of a slightly aggravating day at work...which was aggravating for a plethura of reasons. I approached one of my managers, the AGM, about serving more night shifts in the bar...at which point i was swiftly shot down. Kind of depressing--I need to get out of this mode where I think everyone thinks I am inadequate. But it is ( Read more... )

My trainer said i had to write down my fitness goal...I'll write it in here so that the whole world can see...or, er...you guys who read this crap i write ( Read more... )