You did not just-- yes, yes, you did...
Thoughts: Se Hun... water you doin' to my feels; stop it!
“I had not intended to love him; the reader knows I had wrought hard
to extirpate from my soul the germs of love there detected;
and now, at the first renewed view of him, they spontaneously revived,
great and strong! He made me love him without looking at me.”
― Charlotte Brontë, Jane Eyre
I'd ask you to stop, but I don't really want you to.
Honestly, I’ve never seen Se Hun as a man… if that makes any sense. He’s younger than me and usually, I hold no feels for idols younger than me (except for a few exceptions, Kai included). Of course, I have to admit that he’s handsome and gorgeous, yes - but I’ve never felt any attraction to him other than knowing he’s EXO’s youngest member, he’s adorable, he’s cute, and I love the little quirks he has, and the many faces he has that's got me trying to grasp a part of his personality.
And the truth is, I only looked at him as the KID I’d want as a little brother. And then… I saw this little interaction he had with BoA for her dance break in Only One. All in all though, it may have just been a few seconds of touches stolen in the limelight, but this.
THIS.
This made me look at Se Hun as a man.
So Se Hun, welcome to my exceptions of guys-younger-than-me-that-I-usually-looked-at-as-little-brothers-who’ve-suddenly-turned-into-men-I-find-incredibly-sensuous-and-mind-blowing-ly-attractive-with-a-dash-of-super-seductive-skills-that-I-can’t-even-fathom-what-I’m-writing-anymore.
À la prochaine, H