Aug 23, 2005 21:44
Yarr...Oh wow, I'm finally 16 :) 2 more years, and off I go, out of the US! :D I remember saying that 2 years ago. Ha. But, tho I'm 16, it sure as hell doesn't feel it. But...It -has- been a day. Ugh, Joe was talking to me about getting my permit soon :( Yea, I'll do it, just...I'm hiring a cab for every time it rains, cause I just know, hitting a rain puddle will make me freak and prolly swerve...i'd be goin 10 miles per hour on a 55 during the rain. Lmao. But...no, I'm being serious. I know for a fact, if I'd hit a puddle, I'd swerve or lose control due to freaking out. I freak out when my -sister- hits a puddle. :(
I will say one thing tho. I am gonna try and get a job. Then I'll save up for my big trip...since it will take -alot- of money. Annnnd, then, also..I need to take virtual schooling...ugh, Business math, and all that great jazz. I need ta talk to a counsilor but every damned time i try, "did you make an appointment?" damnit, no! i dont make appointments. I dislike strangers. Sorta :P "Mommy told me not to talk to strangers." I don't ;) not in person at least 0:) or, I have abunch of friends with me. Ohhhh well...
So...moms canceled aol. This is my last month, and I'm gonna try to use Juno, and see if I can use guest on AOL. Cait gave me a screenname to use ((THANKS!!))
Liz came over today, heh, it was random. She was about to leave with her sister, but I asked her to come over, and then I called Joe and told him she was coming over. Didn't even ask my parents, lmao. Mom was ok with it tho, cause...its my birthday. Mom felt bad cause they didn't do much for my birthday, and she knew I wanted to celebrate "sweet 16" but, really, I didn't feel like it, a small family thing was all I wanted...And Lisa gave me flowers! lol, I'm a sucker for those, I'll admit.
Tho..at 6-7AMish Ben told me happy birthday. He was the first person to say it today...that was weird.. I'm glad he said it...Sorta...and it makes me sad tho.. I miss talking to him. But...Whatever makes him happy >:( I think Liz felt bad for me today, cause I brought up the fact he was the first person to say it to me today...I just figured he'd have forgotten... or..about me..mehhh it's difficult! I have a headache....
If I get a job, it'd have to be from like, 5:00ish till whatever. Cause dad gets home at 4:30ish and I have to watch Luke till then...Once again, home cause of Luke. Not sure if I mind or not. He sort of gets annoying sometimes, but, other times, I'm glad he's around....
Ciao.