passed past
sometimes . . . but other times I wish I could go back to that part of my life. addiction and self injury were something to escape to and behind which to hide
"Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame"
then again . . . over coming addiction was more difficult than I could have imagined. it controlled my life, now I'm free of its grasp
at this point, the past seems like it's a world away
as if it wasnt even my life, just some lucid dream
events to be thought of, then forgotten instantly
cant change it now
so dont dwell