Oct 27, 2007 11:22
im pissed.
i hate myself.
im fat
and i've ruined everything i worked for the past week..
im pissed. ahhh DAMN. and i've gotten more shit from
people in this place than good support. and im pissed.
and i dn't know wht to do with myself...serioulsy.
right now i literally wanna go binge and eat everything i can as fast as i can
then spend hours over the FUCKING toilet throwing up anything and everything i can until
i see FUCKING blood. i hate my self soo much right now. if i wasn't such a weakass BITCH i
would be able to stay strong during anything.
but no...i think jus cuz my frinds are bigger than me and
eat all the time and dont care means that i can to... WRONG.
i hate life.
and i hate this stupid DUMBASS idiot FUCKING ed. gahh
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