hmph...
well let's see, today was pretty awesome, i mean i went to all myclasses today except 2nd and totally had a blast. I talked with 4 very importnat and cool/unique people today. i'm sry though we couldn''t continue mike, i'm sure we could've talked for hours, but thankfully black monday wasn't evern home yet... yupyup... so it's all good. As for my other three, i talked to meredith, matt, and Zach... they are all such awesome people to all ectents, and i never ever talk to someone for more than 5 minutes unless we're hanging out. I think that's exactly what i needed mike and thanks.
As for all this madness, i think i quit. I can't take it anymore i mean, i feel so bad right now. Like ok, i feel so many feelings right now, like i feel bad because my stepdad would kill me or be so dissapointeed to no end, if he knew what i was doing, my mother would have a cow... i'm so sad... but at the same ime had a really good day. it's about 6 am and shit i'm hella tired, gota make sure josh and whitney don't fall asleep, but they're going to, or i'm going to i have been up for about, 24 hours right now... sweet, but damn... i just ate rice and before theat i puked up pizza...
i'm really a huge loner... i figured it out ok mike..
now I decided i want a boyfriend, which is reallly sad saying as though no one really needs these things anyways. But let's say for example a person can be materialistic, and buy all the shoes and clothes in the wolrd to keep up with all the modern stuff... but when you say you don't "need" a girl friend, does that mean that girls are like materialistic things? because i mean, if materilisti things are things you don't need but you desire to posess, then an experimental interview process mathces the complete description. that can't be true because things can change. A person can cchange, material items can't. I mean if you want something, but you're not sure about things, don't be shy. ecause if heaven forbid, anthing should happen in which ya'll couldn't talk anymore, you would be regretting that stuff for life man. Thaere's so many times i have like that, but i just accept it cause you can't change the past. You can change the future although. I dunno,
I'm not really s ure what i'm talking about, oi,,,
so tired...
As for all this madness, i think i quit. I can't take it anymore i mean, i feel so bad right now. Like ok, i feel so many feelings right now, like i feel bad because my stepdad would kill me or be so dissapointeed to no end, if he knew what i was doing, my mother would have a cow... i'm so sad... but at the same ime had a really good day. it's about 6 am and shit i'm hella tired, gota make sure josh and whitney don't fall asleep, but they're going to, or i'm going to i have been up for about, 24 hours right now... sweet, but damn... i just ate rice and before theat i puked up pizza...
i'm really a huge loner... i figured it out ok mike..
now I decided i want a boyfriend, which is reallly sad saying as though no one really needs these things anyways. But let's say for example a person can be materialistic, and buy all the shoes and clothes in the wolrd to keep up with all the modern stuff... but when you say you don't "need" a girl friend, does that mean that girls are like materialistic things? because i mean, if materilisti things are things you don't need but you desire to posess, then an experimental interview process mathces the complete description. that can't be true because things can change. A person can cchange, material items can't. I mean if you want something, but you're not sure about things, don't be shy. ecause if heaven forbid, anthing should happen in which ya'll couldn't talk anymore, you would be regretting that stuff for life man. Thaere's so many times i have like that, but i just accept it cause you can't change the past. You can change the future although. I dunno,
I'm not really s ure what i'm talking about, oi,,,
so tired...