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Yeah ok, things aren't getting better like i hoped they would. I'm having so much patience right now and i'm getting so frustrated with life. i mean damn... what did i do? Mt mom is such a pain in the ass seriouslt, you tell me to kep faith in my family but it's so hard when you call your mo to tell her what your doing because you think you're being responsible, but no, she doesn't even answer her phone. Then you call her later to offer to save her some gas by picking up your sister from school, nope i just get yelled at. Ya know, i'm so fet up with being responsible, i'm so tired of trying really hard. i can't even get 2 words out of her now. I asked her what's wrong.. no response. Are you mad at me.. no respnse, why are you upset.. I'm not... then why are you acting like this.. i'm not acting anyway... ok so that's a little more than two words but still.. i asked her why she hated me... no response.... ok why are you being this way?... what way am i being? mad for some reason... that's just your opinion!
WOAH! HOLD THE PHONE!!!!
WTF???????
She even fuckin went and didn't say a word to dorothee when she picked her up... she won't talk to anyone and she storms around the house, banging dishes and cu[boards.... AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!
I talked to Dorothee today abou maybe getting her a new family, she says it's really depressing at my house when mmy parents yell and my mom ignores everyone. I feel really bad because it's hard in the first place to leave your family for a year, then to come to a house with all this shit. Damn... i wish there was something to do..
OH! Dorothee and i sat outside tonight for ike three hours and saw a shooting star. We both wished to be each other, but i doubt that'll happen. I thought that would be an awesome idea, i mean, jeez, to not be me for a while.. to be someone else, damn, wouldn't that be amazing. then we talked and talked and talked.. the usual... i dunno..
It's all tiring and i just want to get away from this right now... so i'll sit up all night browsing the WWW for new icons or something.. since i can't do that at school and everything... blogs.. PIFFLE! what are blogs?!?!?!?!?!
oh well.. i'm done bitchin..
"see me beautiful, look for the best in me
that's what i really am, and all i want to be
it may take some time, it may be hard to find
but see me beautiful.."
lalalallalalalalala! shapoopey!
WOAH! HOLD THE PHONE!!!!
WTF???????
She even fuckin went and didn't say a word to dorothee when she picked her up... she won't talk to anyone and she storms around the house, banging dishes and cu[boards.... AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!
I talked to Dorothee today abou maybe getting her a new family, she says it's really depressing at my house when mmy parents yell and my mom ignores everyone. I feel really bad because it's hard in the first place to leave your family for a year, then to come to a house with all this shit. Damn... i wish there was something to do..
OH! Dorothee and i sat outside tonight for ike three hours and saw a shooting star. We both wished to be each other, but i doubt that'll happen. I thought that would be an awesome idea, i mean, jeez, to not be me for a while.. to be someone else, damn, wouldn't that be amazing. then we talked and talked and talked.. the usual... i dunno..
It's all tiring and i just want to get away from this right now... so i'll sit up all night browsing the WWW for new icons or something.. since i can't do that at school and everything... blogs.. PIFFLE! what are blogs?!?!?!?!?!
oh well.. i'm done bitchin..
"see me beautiful, look for the best in me
that's what i really am, and all i want to be
it may take some time, it may be hard to find
but see me beautiful.."
lalalallalalalalala! shapoopey!