chrismahannzaka...
man, feelings.. they can sucks. Actually they do suck i mean man do they get in the way of things. your judgment, perception, everything! Damn... anywho, i dunno i feel like being romantically poetic at the moment, but i'm running short of energy and brainwaves. Today was my first whole day, honestly, without cigarettes. I think, i feel like i'm going to die. I'm sick, which sucks, and this cough makes me itch. coincidence? I think not. Still haven't heard from my drummer... although i did hear from my lovely dutch lover, mariette. lol! I love you!!!! Although i'm sry that you injured yourself, that must bite having to do nothing but school. Too bad, but i know what you're talkin about when you say school sucks.
I recently looked at myself in the mirror and declared myself fat. Dorothee says it's just muscles, but honestly, fatness. I don't care, i won't do anything about it, so i'll stop my bitchin...
ummm.... seals.. my mom keeps telling me i'm acting like i'm on drugs, but really, my mouth is always open like that, because i can't breathe through my nose. and i'm drowsy and crap because i got 4 hours of sleep and that also explains me not being able to think either.... erm... DOROTHEE KEEPS BLOWING HER NOSE IN THE LIVING ROOM!!!!! I don't know how many times i have to tell her nicely "please go to the restroom dude," but no... neverending.
I'm supposed to go to my aunt's in OR tomorrow, so Lori, i dunno what to do for you. I won't be here at all tomorrow, i mean i might, but i don't know. I'm sry... i tried. I failed. Again, point of interest, me, losing in life. just pointing it out...
I'm so sry though and i hope things work out.
*cough* *hack* *cough* -lung pops out- GET BACK IN THERE! *cough*
now where were we????
oh yeah... good night and Happy Holydays! [;
I recently looked at myself in the mirror and declared myself fat. Dorothee says it's just muscles, but honestly, fatness. I don't care, i won't do anything about it, so i'll stop my bitchin...
ummm.... seals.. my mom keeps telling me i'm acting like i'm on drugs, but really, my mouth is always open like that, because i can't breathe through my nose. and i'm drowsy and crap because i got 4 hours of sleep and that also explains me not being able to think either.... erm... DOROTHEE KEEPS BLOWING HER NOSE IN THE LIVING ROOM!!!!! I don't know how many times i have to tell her nicely "please go to the restroom dude," but no... neverending.
I'm supposed to go to my aunt's in OR tomorrow, so Lori, i dunno what to do for you. I won't be here at all tomorrow, i mean i might, but i don't know. I'm sry... i tried. I failed. Again, point of interest, me, losing in life. just pointing it out...
I'm so sry though and i hope things work out.
*cough* *hack* *cough* -lung pops out- GET BACK IN THERE! *cough*
now where were we????
oh yeah... good night and Happy Holydays! [;