Apr 18, 2014 21:38
As we get older in life, there are many things we lose whether we want to or not. Some hurt more than others as they pass on. I can make light of some, but. . . . Others are harder. My lady is in the hospital with pneumonia. She has COPD and doesn't want to live like that any longer. My dog is in the veterinary hospital because of blood in his stool. I am having my own digestive problems. A couple of local friends have gone on to the next world. At this point I am upset . . . I don't know what to do. I feel helpless. Anger and despair make me wander in confusion. This was supposed to be a good weekend at the convention, but all this came about this morning. All I can do is ask, "Why?"
Worst of all I cannot get hold of anyone. My lady's phone has this sarcastic phone message on it. At any other time, I might find it cute. At this moment it is nothing else but inappropriate and annoying. It is frustrating.