Song: All Out Of Love - John Barrowman (well, Air Supply, technically)
Pairing: Josiah Leming/Danny Noriega
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Not real at all and not for profit! Don't own the lyrics or the characters.
All Out Of Love (John Barrowman) Josiah/Danny - PG
i'm all out of love, i'm so lost without you, i know you were right believing for so long..
"Josiah, just pick up the phone... please. I know you're there..." Danny waits for a long moment before sighing and going to hang up. He stops, though, when he hears someone pick up on the other end. "'Siah, you there?"
He sighs. "Yeah. Hey, Danny." He hesitates before asking, "What do you want?"
"I.. I miss you. You were right, 'siah. You were right and I was wrong and I fucking miss you, okay?" He pouts when he hears soft laughter from the other end of the phone. "Don't laugh, I mean it. I.. I want you back, okay? There, I said it."
Josiah sighs again, laying down on his bed. "I can't, Danny.." He frowns, "I waited for you - for months. You weren't answering my calls or anything, what was I supposed to do? I moved on, Danny."
"Please, Josiah.. just give me one more chance.."
"It's not like I don't want to, Danny. I.. I still love you. A lot. I just.. I have Becca now, and I care about her, okay?" He smirks a little, almost bitterly, "Besides, I thought you had Chris now."
"Chris and I aren't like that, never were. You should know that." The line goes silent for a moment, neither of them really sure what to say. Danny finally breaks the silence. "I'll wait for you.. y'know, for a while. If things.. I dunno, stop working with you and Becca.. you should call me.. or something, okay?"
Josiah smiles faintly, "Yeah, I will." He glances over at the clock - it's 2AM and he's got a photo shoot in the morning. "Look, Danny, I gotta go, okay? I'm sorry."
Danny shrugs, "It's okay. Night, 'siah. I love you." He hangs up, not wanting to hear the other boy's reaction to those words.
A sad smile graces Josiah's lips as he hangs up the phone. "I love you, too."
Song: Don't Think I Don't Think About It - Darius Rucker
Pairing: Danny Noriega/David Hernandez
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Not real at all and not for profit! Don't own the lyrics or the characters.
Don't Think I Don't Think About It (Darius Rucker) Danny Noriega/David Hernandez - PG
Don't think I don't think about it, don't think I don't have regrets. Don't think it don't get to me between the work and the hurt and the whiskey. [...] Yeah I know what I felt, and I know what I said but don't think I don't think about it.
He still thinks about it sometimes, not often, but sometimes. Like when he has a reason too, or sometimes when there's no reason at all. He can't help but wonder if Danny still thinks about him sometimes. Part of him hopes so.
It's not that he wants him back, no, he'd meant it when he said he just didn't feel that way about him anymore. He misses him, though. Misses the way they fit together, misses the things they talked about. Sometimes he wonders where they'd be now if he'd never left, sometimes he thinks he doesn't really wanna know the answer to that.
He's through with Danny, they both know that. But sometimes he still thinks about him.