Tell me that you're alright...that everything is alright.
Today has been a pretty boring day, not unlike most others I experience. I felt terrible yesterday. Really nauseous. I don't know what's wrong with me lately. I guess it's my nerves, I have too much fucking stress going on. But anyway, I feel a little better today, still kinda nauseous though. I'm a chronic worrier, what can I say? Someday, probably sooner than later, it'll be the death of me.
I'm looking forward to going to the movies with friends sometime soon. Maybe a little too much. I really need to go somewhere that isn't home, Corbin Hospital, or Walmart. So here's hoping that we have fun. My grandma is doing pretty good right now, by the way.
Sometimes I wish I could just stop thinking, for a few hours at least. Maybe then some of my stress would go away long enough to get a break. I think way too much, about things I probably have no business thinking about. I want everything and everyone to be ok, and I don't know if that's too much to ask. Again with the worrying, it's gonna kill me. Maybe I'm too hopeful sometimes, perhaps not hopeful enough. I'm screwed up that's for sure. My insecurities always seem to get the best of me, no matter how good I think I'm doing. I don't know how people put up with me sometimes. Anyway, enough of this bullshit.
I'm off to try to sleep.
I'm looking forward to going to the movies with friends sometime soon. Maybe a little too much. I really need to go somewhere that isn't home, Corbin Hospital, or Walmart. So here's hoping that we have fun. My grandma is doing pretty good right now, by the way.
Sometimes I wish I could just stop thinking, for a few hours at least. Maybe then some of my stress would go away long enough to get a break. I think way too much, about things I probably have no business thinking about. I want everything and everyone to be ok, and I don't know if that's too much to ask. Again with the worrying, it's gonna kill me. Maybe I'm too hopeful sometimes, perhaps not hopeful enough. I'm screwed up that's for sure. My insecurities always seem to get the best of me, no matter how good I think I'm doing. I don't know how people put up with me sometimes. Anyway, enough of this bullshit.
I'm off to try to sleep.