[blog] Remainder &fail!locked
My brother left today. I-I... What am I going to do? He was all I had for so long and then we just... I-It was just a fucking note- that was it- h-he took all his things and I got back from school today a-and it was empty... Said he's going back to Toronto for Thanksgiving... We always spend Thanksgiving together in Toronto with mum a-and then Christmases with dad but... H-He didn't say anything this year. M-Maybe this is why... He didn't say he was coming back, didn't leave any contact information or anything just a note saying he was leaving.
I-I can't blame him, I mean all the weird shit that's been doing on would turn anyone off of the city but... H-He could've told me! He's been the one there when I wake up with a nightmare and he never asked a question, he'd just sit there and watch me and make sure I fell asleep again... Sometimes he'd make me hot chocolate. He was going to come get my bandages off with me... N-Now I have to go alone and I don't want to.
Why now?! Why with all the shit with Ivan and John... And that fucking sister of his with her mindgames, I swear she's worse than Ivan. And Mei... At least she's back to normal. I-I don't know what I'm going to do. Matthew was always there when I needed him but now I can't even call him.
Mattie... Come home soon please, I miss you already.
[ooc: I'll miss Izzy <3]
I-I can't blame him, I mean all the weird shit that's been doing on would turn anyone off of the city but... H-He could've told me! He's been the one there when I wake up with a nightmare and he never asked a question, he'd just sit there and watch me and make sure I fell asleep again... Sometimes he'd make me hot chocolate. He was going to come get my bandages off with me... N-Now I have to go alone and I don't want to.
Why now?! Why with all the shit with Ivan and John... And that fucking sister of his with her mindgames, I swear she's worse than Ivan. And Mei... At least she's back to normal. I-I don't know what I'm going to do. Matthew was always there when I needed him but now I can't even call him.
Mattie... Come home soon please, I miss you already.
[ooc: I'll miss Izzy <3]