today will easily be a good day
which means january '07=greatest month ever. okay maybe not greatest month ever cause the highs weren't the highest (although..they sort of were) but I only had ONE bad day and it wasn't even that bad of a day.
anyway i guess i wanna update but i don't really have anything to update about. School? Good. Work? Fine. Boys? Normal. haha not exactly rgeat but as good as it gets for me. I don't know if I put this on here but I told Chris I just didn't wanna be in a relationship which wasn't a big deal for either of us cause we were barely dating. But he's still taking me out for valentines which I think is totally sweet of him. Wow I'm like 18 years old and I've never had a valentine date. lol. well 5th grade but that was a littttle different.
i was talking to jessica today about how ignoring guys seems to really work although i'm doing it unintentionally. I told her I used to think girls who did that are stupid and just want to have the upper hand which i obviously beleive is wrong considering my ex boyfriend who has changed the meaning of the word upperhand to not only mean that you have control but probably potential to BACK HAND someone.
BUT as it stands relationships apparently don't work if one side has too much affection/attention/whatever. Which makes sense i mean any excessive amount of anything in a reltionship is wrong wrong wrong. I told jessica that it shouldn't have taken me to 18 to figure this little tip out. But i guess i've always known because the only guys who were attracted to me for a while were the guys i didnt care much for and probably didnt ignore but didnt wanna spend time with at all. heh.
I'm going to pretend this little gem wont affect me being forward and honest though cause i'd RATHER it not.
my bro bro needs to get hommmme i wanna watch a movie and then go sleepy. I get to sleep forever and ever if i really want. *SWEET* GOD I truely am ddicted to sleep.
anyway i guess i wanna update but i don't really have anything to update about. School? Good. Work? Fine. Boys? Normal. haha not exactly rgeat but as good as it gets for me. I don't know if I put this on here but I told Chris I just didn't wanna be in a relationship which wasn't a big deal for either of us cause we were barely dating. But he's still taking me out for valentines which I think is totally sweet of him. Wow I'm like 18 years old and I've never had a valentine date. lol. well 5th grade but that was a littttle different.
i was talking to jessica today about how ignoring guys seems to really work although i'm doing it unintentionally. I told her I used to think girls who did that are stupid and just want to have the upper hand which i obviously beleive is wrong considering my ex boyfriend who has changed the meaning of the word upperhand to not only mean that you have control but probably potential to BACK HAND someone.
BUT as it stands relationships apparently don't work if one side has too much affection/attention/whatever. Which makes sense i mean any excessive amount of anything in a reltionship is wrong wrong wrong. I told jessica that it shouldn't have taken me to 18 to figure this little tip out. But i guess i've always known because the only guys who were attracted to me for a while were the guys i didnt care much for and probably didnt ignore but didnt wanna spend time with at all. heh.
I'm going to pretend this little gem wont affect me being forward and honest though cause i'd RATHER it not.
my bro bro needs to get hommmme i wanna watch a movie and then go sleepy. I get to sleep forever and ever if i really want. *SWEET* GOD I truely am ddicted to sleep.