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why do boys have to be so difficult?? im confused...i try and try but i guess im not good enough..whatever..kiss my ass..i dont care anymore...im just going to go back to being a skank or something...not like a skeezy skank a respectable one...not really...i dont like being a skank...
i let joann wax my eyebrows and it hurts...alot. i remember now why i dont pluck them...i dont like the pain..leave it to the skanks...i hope i make it to school tomorrow, its not like i need to go...i just like to go there and pass the time. i find out if i got my job, im sure i did but you know.
a certain someone was being rotten to me today, even though i tried to be nice...then he said when i go to school tomorrow to leave him alone....NO FUCKING PROBLEM DUDE! im done..for serious this time. i dont want it dont need it...ive been doing alot of thinking and i dont know what i was thinking getting with someone like him...he didnt even defend me when david called me the C word....i was hurt...but ya know hes "a lover not a fighter"...and im thinking...a lover of what? not me...but yeah..im gonna go watch cartoons and go to sleep. its healthy for me to not want nick right? i hope..if not im just going to continue going insane...whatever..
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i let joann wax my eyebrows and it hurts...alot. i remember now why i dont pluck them...i dont like the pain..leave it to the skanks...i hope i make it to school tomorrow, its not like i need to go...i just like to go there and pass the time. i find out if i got my job, im sure i did but you know.
a certain someone was being rotten to me today, even though i tried to be nice...then he said when i go to school tomorrow to leave him alone....NO FUCKING PROBLEM DUDE! im done..for serious this time. i dont want it dont need it...ive been doing alot of thinking and i dont know what i was thinking getting with someone like him...he didnt even defend me when david called me the C word....i was hurt...but ya know hes "a lover not a fighter"...and im thinking...a lover of what? not me...but yeah..im gonna go watch cartoons and go to sleep. its healthy for me to not want nick right? i hope..if not im just going to continue going insane...whatever..
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