Well not much new. The house buying deal continues, the financing guy said everything has been submitted. But will not give me a cost brake down. So that’s annoying. I’m going to try and get a different quote from someone else, because I don’t think he get’s it. It’s my money so I have a right to see what’s going on with it ( Read more... )

The cold wind has turned pleasant summer evenings to bitter winter nights. My dress has gone from light polo shirts and kakas to a well worn black trench coat and a bright red scarf. My mood has darkened a bit as of late. I don’t know why. I’m sad about my test I find out my actual score tomorrow, but I know it’s bad. I watch the leaves die slowly ( Read more... )

I'm listening to Injection by Rise Against. One of my current favorite bands ( Read more... )

Long ago, a group of friends I knew well gave me a hat. They are well meaning people far from the cheese shops and general snobbery of the yupified urban cores. Going out into the cold they gave me a John Deer hat. It was a sturdy baseball cap of bright green and garish yellow, it had the John Deer logo stitched in front. On the side it had written ( Read more... )

So I was listening to the song, “Three Days Grace - Animal I have become”… “So what if you can see the darkest side of me” I thought about the many people I have known, where my attraction to them was the darkness and void that would surround them. They wore on the outside that which most try and hide. But as I’ve decried many a time, I’m ( Read more... )