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Jun 04, 2006 20:44

i'm so close, i'm so so so so close ( Read more... )

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radiation__high June 5 2006, 01:29:09 UTC
this makes me feel drained.

and i don't think that it's just you who's alive. everyone's alive, but it varies from person to person about what makes them FEEL alive. for some it's going out and partying all night. for others it's having a nice night at home and going to sleep feeling content and satisfied. not everyone needs to be moving and persuing every waking second in order to feel truly ALIVE.

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w4ke_up June 5 2006, 01:31:53 UTC
dont take it as in relation to the past few days, or anything, or even that it has to do with doing something every second, cause i'm not saying that. i just don't understand why most people mull along with life, always expecting the best to come later.

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radiation__high June 5 2006, 01:36:33 UTC
but they don't.

I think you're thinking theoretically, and not realistically.

Everyone wants to have fun. Everyone wants to have an amazing life.

The reality is that many DON'T have amazing lives, but that doesn't mean that they aren't trying. For some they're trapped in a life where they're forced to live second-rate.

Sure, there are some that don't give a shit at all how alive they are, but I think that it's a minority.

I think that you're underestimating exactly how deep others are. Don't think you're alone because there's millions out there that are thinking the exact same way. Thinking of nothing more than living. And then there's the few who are content just making it to the next day.

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w4ke_up June 5 2006, 01:49:01 UTC
nevermind then.

it's more than that, which is why i hate getting into this topic at all, because it's hard to conceive if you don't feel it yourself.
i don't mean that to be all "look i'm different," so please don't take it that way, it's just something you can't really put into words.

people are hesitant to take on the world.
i am too.

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stonedhenge42o June 5 2006, 05:08:02 UTC
i'm hesitant to take on the world, if you will... but i can't just turn my back on it. don't be afraid of your feelings, as much as they might seem to be against the status quo, or socially irresponsible, or whatever ( ... )

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itsabadhabit June 5 2006, 19:28:45 UTC
erinnn. i love talking to you. :D

and i love your ideas.

and we should take on the world together since, you know, 6/3/06! < 33

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